Well, as I plan to enjoy my birthday today, I can't help but look forward to the coming year. I turn 36 this year. Almost everyone I know, dreads their birthday's. Me, I LOVE mine! Each year, I look forward to spending time with my family, and my friends. This year, has already been an amazing year.
Late this Summer, we made the commitment to purchase a house and some property. The price was great, and it was exactly what we wanted...with the bonus of a great house! We Celebrated Chloe's 1st birthday in March, and Joey's 10th birthday in September. I started working with Gold Canyon, selling candles in May....BEST move I ever made! We had a crazy holiday season that began in October. Between selling candles, and our regular holiday activities....October - December has flown! Christmas Day, we took down all the Christmas decorations, and got them packed to move this Summer. We are truly blessed!
So, as 2011 approaches, I can't help but look forward to the blessings of the coming year. We have so much to be thankful for and to cherish. We are looking forward to putting the finishing touches on the sale of our new house, and moving in. We will be able to put down roots, not just for our kids, but also for us!
God bless,
Salli
This crazy but wonderful life we live. Home education, self-sufficient living, learning, growing, and finding our way on our farm and in life. Teaching frugality, logic, and common sense. Grab some coffee and enjoy my regular writings on current subjects and interests.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Monday, December 6, 2010
Holiday Thoughts
As I reflected and prayed today, I had a flood of emotions and thoughts, I want to share. I have always loved Thanksgiving, and Christmas and yes, even my birthday! : ) I personally spent several years dreading the holiday season, and decorating only because it was expected. The last 2 years, however, I have found myself valuing the true meaning of the season; from my perspective. So, here are some of my thoughts.
It has occurred to me that so many people dread the holiday season because they've lost the meaning. We have all been guilty of spoiling our children, trying to give them more than we had, but all that has done is create greedy, material children. Christmas has become a competition of spending, giving the best and most gifts. Then come January, we fret over the debt we've run up. As a wife, and mom of 2...I get it. My youngest is just over a year, so I can still change the way she sees the holiday season. My oldest, on the other hand, wants all the "latest and greatest" stuff. All the advertisements for new toys, technology and video games. He has gotten better the last few years, but honestly, doesn't grasp the spirit either.
This year, especially, I have found the spirit, joy, and hope that is synonomous of this season. I love to give, but more than anything, I want time with our family, friends, and to do more to help those that have so much less than we have. It breaks my heart to hear all the dread and lack of spirit, more and more as the years pass.
I wonder how many of us can truly find the blessings in our lives each and every day. So many, focus on all the negatives in their lives, and forget to thank God daily for each of the gifts he has blessed us with. Whether that would be health, family, having a roof over your head or even food to eat. Although you may not always have everything you want...most of us have what we need.
As I focused on my daily devotion, I was overtaken by how many blessings I have had in my life. There have been many times, my life could have taken so many different paths. As a child, there were times we didn't have much. Looking back, I can honestly be thankful for the lessons that me. I can remember a year, right after my parents divorce that, had it not been for our local church, and a few other local groups, we wouldn't have had anything. They dropped boxes of gifts, food, and winter clothes for us. I know that year my Mom had been so grateful, but also so shameful that she couldn't provide Christmas for us 4 kids. I was old enough that year to understand and believe in the spirit of Christmas.
I have spent a lot of time reflecting lately. Although I thank God daily for every blessing, I was really surprised this weekend by how blessed I really am. So many people us their trials as an excuse to hold them back from their potential. As I prayed today, it caught me off guard, how different my life could have been. Instead of using my parents social or financial status, or their divorce, as a crutch; I have used it to improve myself. I focused on giving to those less fortunate, and trying to be the best person I could be. That's not to say I've not made mistakes, won't make more mistakes, or done things in the past I am not proud of. I am only human. However, I do try to always do my best, and to raise our children to do the same.
As Christmas approaches, I know so many have had financial this year, but why not change your focus. Be grateful for what you do have. Christmas isn't about the number of gifts, how much you spend or keeping up with the Jones'. Christmas is a feeling to be felt all year. Spending time with your family, helping your neighbors and being grateful. That's what I believe Christmas is about.
My prayer today is that every one, will remember what Christmas should be about, and that everyone will regain their holiday spirit. May you all find the blessings in your life, that I have found in mine.
God speed & Blessings,
Salli
It has occurred to me that so many people dread the holiday season because they've lost the meaning. We have all been guilty of spoiling our children, trying to give them more than we had, but all that has done is create greedy, material children. Christmas has become a competition of spending, giving the best and most gifts. Then come January, we fret over the debt we've run up. As a wife, and mom of 2...I get it. My youngest is just over a year, so I can still change the way she sees the holiday season. My oldest, on the other hand, wants all the "latest and greatest" stuff. All the advertisements for new toys, technology and video games. He has gotten better the last few years, but honestly, doesn't grasp the spirit either.
This year, especially, I have found the spirit, joy, and hope that is synonomous of this season. I love to give, but more than anything, I want time with our family, friends, and to do more to help those that have so much less than we have. It breaks my heart to hear all the dread and lack of spirit, more and more as the years pass.
I wonder how many of us can truly find the blessings in our lives each and every day. So many, focus on all the negatives in their lives, and forget to thank God daily for each of the gifts he has blessed us with. Whether that would be health, family, having a roof over your head or even food to eat. Although you may not always have everything you want...most of us have what we need.
As I focused on my daily devotion, I was overtaken by how many blessings I have had in my life. There have been many times, my life could have taken so many different paths. As a child, there were times we didn't have much. Looking back, I can honestly be thankful for the lessons that me. I can remember a year, right after my parents divorce that, had it not been for our local church, and a few other local groups, we wouldn't have had anything. They dropped boxes of gifts, food, and winter clothes for us. I know that year my Mom had been so grateful, but also so shameful that she couldn't provide Christmas for us 4 kids. I was old enough that year to understand and believe in the spirit of Christmas.
I have spent a lot of time reflecting lately. Although I thank God daily for every blessing, I was really surprised this weekend by how blessed I really am. So many people us their trials as an excuse to hold them back from their potential. As I prayed today, it caught me off guard, how different my life could have been. Instead of using my parents social or financial status, or their divorce, as a crutch; I have used it to improve myself. I focused on giving to those less fortunate, and trying to be the best person I could be. That's not to say I've not made mistakes, won't make more mistakes, or done things in the past I am not proud of. I am only human. However, I do try to always do my best, and to raise our children to do the same.
As Christmas approaches, I know so many have had financial this year, but why not change your focus. Be grateful for what you do have. Christmas isn't about the number of gifts, how much you spend or keeping up with the Jones'. Christmas is a feeling to be felt all year. Spending time with your family, helping your neighbors and being grateful. That's what I believe Christmas is about.
My prayer today is that every one, will remember what Christmas should be about, and that everyone will regain their holiday spirit. May you all find the blessings in your life, that I have found in mine.
God speed & Blessings,
Salli
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Leadership Training Assignment #1
Well, as always, when I sit down to write in my journal, or even just to read my previous entries....I do some reflecting. Maybe that's what it's all about. I find myself at strange position, that I really don't like to be in. I don't like the idea that there is so much negativity and unwillingness to change it. However, reading back through my own thoughts....I wonder if I can do any better. Negativity is all around us, news, papers, online.... and we fuel our own thoughts by allowing all of that in our heads. We grow up watching our parents; they read the newspapers religiously, watch the evening news, and talk about how rough life is. All of this starts from a really young age. I am guilty as much as anyone! I have allowed life's roller coaster to throw me into a tail spin, and focused on some negative thoughts and the wonderful evening news. I am really glad that I did this assignment. After I posted the first question to my facebook page and got so many negative responses...I almost took a zero for the project. Instead, I ventured out, and did some quiet research. I had a few friends that did help me out some, and of course, my own thoughts.
So, once I get in touch with 3 more people, I get to write an analysis of the overall thoughts. For me personally, it was all about reflecting and seeing the areas in my life that need serious attention. And yes, there are PLENTY! I spent about 3 weeks in a real slump. I couldn't figure out what was going on, my mood was rotten, I was not nice to a lot of people and I really just didn't want to deal with anyone! Although I love to socialize, I find that I really don't like people in general. : ) I have a hard time relating to most and that causes me grief. Years ago, I was a "social butterfly," but now, I prefer a handful of close friends and a pot of coffee as opposed to a crowded bar with thousands of people. I enjoy being at home, I enjoy being around my family, I love the businesses I work, and I love my little hick town I now call home. I am finding myself being drawn to be closer with my extended family, as hard as that is living so far away. I have been learning through the years, how important family ties are. I have reached a stage in my life, that I want to be close to my siblings, parents, and learn everything possible from my remaining grandparents. Some of grandparents have passed on, but I can't help but think how many times I would love to call them and just talk about their lives. I wonder if they would be proud of the person I have become and am growing into. I wonder, with a few of them, how many times they would give me that look of disappointment for something I have said or done. There are 3 especially that I think about nearly every day. All grandmothers; Grandma Haff, Grandma Goode, and Grandma Zacher. Each of them had a unique personality, attitude and strength that are certainly unmeasurable by todays standards! Grandma Haff, this woman was the post child for strength, determination, and the never-give-up attitude. I think about her so much, with the life I now lead. She was my Farmer, grandma. She raised kids on a dairy farm, kept Grandpa in line, and learned how to give the most important part of life to her kids and grandkids. Even when they had nothing, they never went with out her love, values, and firm hand. I really wonder if she would be proud of who I have become most. I would sure love to pick her brain now, for so many tidbits of information she tried to share with me, and I did not listen years ago. Grandma Goode, was like another Mom to me. We were around her the most growing up. Although she had her own personality....she was an amazing woman too. Unlike Grandma Haff, Grandma Goode was more into the appearance of personality. I can remember her asking me one time, if what I was doing would be appropriate for others to see. (It wasn't! ) All of my grandparents grew up during the depression and WWII. They knew how to live frugaly. They didn't spend unnecessarily, they learned how to make the best out of the worst, and because of that....they were able to give what so often isn't now. Love, discipline, and common sense. Grandma Goode always demanded respect. Even in her last years. I can remember talking to her late into the night...on many occassions, And asking her opinions because they really mattered to me. Then there is Grandma Zacher. Where do I start?! Although she was my Step-Great Grandma, and I didn't spend nearly the time with her that I did with these other 2 amazing women....she really impacted my life. Grandma Zacher was another depression and WWII era lady. Grace, determination, strength and grace. I spent the better part of the last 6 months of her life with her. I learned so much! She was head strong, spoke her mind, and even did a little drinking behind closed doors! : ) She was a retired nurse, from the old days. She knew how to make you better without the use of drugs. Her house was cluttered, and she was happy with it. Her thought, "if you are coming to see how cleaning my house is...you're not welcome!" So, as time went by with her, and we talked, she kept telling me how important it was to find who I was. Not the person I was expected to be, but deep down, who I was and wanted to be. I think she was the first to insist that what others thought of you didn't matter. It was one's opinion of one's self, that really matter. Now, she was the first to say, if she thought you screwed up, but also the first to say "I'm proud of you." These 3 amazing women each shaped me into the person I am becoming....even if it's baby steps getting there. I would love to be able to sit down, with a pot of coffee, and visit with these 3 women now. I miss them all so much.
As a reflection on my last 7 days, I have watched my moods roller coaster. Fortunately, I can relate them to different events. My initial reaction to posting my assignment on Facebook, business stresses, children's attitudes, and my own lack of self-discipline. I know I am a work in progress, and I know my overall personality is positive, and that because I am willing to turn off the news, not read the paper, and use Facebook strictly as a multi-media advertisement; I can get rid of the negativity around me. I know it's difficult to completely eliminate it, but nothing is impossible with the right mind set.
As I write this paper, this weekend, and I reflect on personalities and attitudes, I know I will have more of a roller coaster. BUT, I also know that others opinion of me, will not ever matter anymore. MY opinion of me, is what matters. I can not be completely happy, until I am happy with myself.
Thank you to those who helped me out with this, and even those that said it couldn't be done. you are all helping, inadvertantly, make me a better person.
Salli
So, once I get in touch with 3 more people, I get to write an analysis of the overall thoughts. For me personally, it was all about reflecting and seeing the areas in my life that need serious attention. And yes, there are PLENTY! I spent about 3 weeks in a real slump. I couldn't figure out what was going on, my mood was rotten, I was not nice to a lot of people and I really just didn't want to deal with anyone! Although I love to socialize, I find that I really don't like people in general. : ) I have a hard time relating to most and that causes me grief. Years ago, I was a "social butterfly," but now, I prefer a handful of close friends and a pot of coffee as opposed to a crowded bar with thousands of people. I enjoy being at home, I enjoy being around my family, I love the businesses I work, and I love my little hick town I now call home. I am finding myself being drawn to be closer with my extended family, as hard as that is living so far away. I have been learning through the years, how important family ties are. I have reached a stage in my life, that I want to be close to my siblings, parents, and learn everything possible from my remaining grandparents. Some of grandparents have passed on, but I can't help but think how many times I would love to call them and just talk about their lives. I wonder if they would be proud of the person I have become and am growing into. I wonder, with a few of them, how many times they would give me that look of disappointment for something I have said or done. There are 3 especially that I think about nearly every day. All grandmothers; Grandma Haff, Grandma Goode, and Grandma Zacher. Each of them had a unique personality, attitude and strength that are certainly unmeasurable by todays standards! Grandma Haff, this woman was the post child for strength, determination, and the never-give-up attitude. I think about her so much, with the life I now lead. She was my Farmer, grandma. She raised kids on a dairy farm, kept Grandpa in line, and learned how to give the most important part of life to her kids and grandkids. Even when they had nothing, they never went with out her love, values, and firm hand. I really wonder if she would be proud of who I have become most. I would sure love to pick her brain now, for so many tidbits of information she tried to share with me, and I did not listen years ago. Grandma Goode, was like another Mom to me. We were around her the most growing up. Although she had her own personality....she was an amazing woman too. Unlike Grandma Haff, Grandma Goode was more into the appearance of personality. I can remember her asking me one time, if what I was doing would be appropriate for others to see. (It wasn't! ) All of my grandparents grew up during the depression and WWII. They knew how to live frugaly. They didn't spend unnecessarily, they learned how to make the best out of the worst, and because of that....they were able to give what so often isn't now. Love, discipline, and common sense. Grandma Goode always demanded respect. Even in her last years. I can remember talking to her late into the night...on many occassions, And asking her opinions because they really mattered to me. Then there is Grandma Zacher. Where do I start?! Although she was my Step-Great Grandma, and I didn't spend nearly the time with her that I did with these other 2 amazing women....she really impacted my life. Grandma Zacher was another depression and WWII era lady. Grace, determination, strength and grace. I spent the better part of the last 6 months of her life with her. I learned so much! She was head strong, spoke her mind, and even did a little drinking behind closed doors! : ) She was a retired nurse, from the old days. She knew how to make you better without the use of drugs. Her house was cluttered, and she was happy with it. Her thought, "if you are coming to see how cleaning my house is...you're not welcome!" So, as time went by with her, and we talked, she kept telling me how important it was to find who I was. Not the person I was expected to be, but deep down, who I was and wanted to be. I think she was the first to insist that what others thought of you didn't matter. It was one's opinion of one's self, that really matter. Now, she was the first to say, if she thought you screwed up, but also the first to say "I'm proud of you." These 3 amazing women each shaped me into the person I am becoming....even if it's baby steps getting there. I would love to be able to sit down, with a pot of coffee, and visit with these 3 women now. I miss them all so much.
As a reflection on my last 7 days, I have watched my moods roller coaster. Fortunately, I can relate them to different events. My initial reaction to posting my assignment on Facebook, business stresses, children's attitudes, and my own lack of self-discipline. I know I am a work in progress, and I know my overall personality is positive, and that because I am willing to turn off the news, not read the paper, and use Facebook strictly as a multi-media advertisement; I can get rid of the negativity around me. I know it's difficult to completely eliminate it, but nothing is impossible with the right mind set.
As I write this paper, this weekend, and I reflect on personalities and attitudes, I know I will have more of a roller coaster. BUT, I also know that others opinion of me, will not ever matter anymore. MY opinion of me, is what matters. I can not be completely happy, until I am happy with myself.
Thank you to those who helped me out with this, and even those that said it couldn't be done. you are all helping, inadvertantly, make me a better person.
Salli
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Leadership Training Assignment Day 1
Wow, what an assignment this is. Gotta love being thrown in the ring with gloves off! This assignment must have 20 people agreeing to monitor their thoughts, actions and reactions for 7 days. They must agree to try to remain positive even in the darkest of circumstances.
WELL, this assignment could get me a big fat zero real quick. First of all, I had no idea how negative people have become, nor how unwilling people are to change. Everyone has an excuse for not trying....kids, spouse, job, "why change...it's gotten me this far," kind of attitude. It's amazing to me that people in general have advanced any at all. I wonder if people know that your thoughts today make up who you are tomorrow. I guess I have been blessed enough to have plenty of mentor ship, training, and and overall good outlook on life for a long time. That's not to say I don't have days, or even weeks, when I am down and just feeling that the roof is falling in on me...but overall I am in the minority.....I guess. I had a great teacher in high school that taught be a lot about positive thinking, and believing in myself. I had a great friend/mentor that reminded me of if years ago, then after my run in with cancer I found God again and realized that everything in this life is his work. We may ultimately choose our destiny and the path to get there but we are never alone. Then I started working with an amazing company that insisted that its leaders continually go through training. Since 2005, I have had a few mentors, and some that were brought back in the light from high school. Since then, I have stayed on a pretty consistent, positive path. I spent about 6 months not listening to mentors and listening instead to friends and family. Now, I love my friends and family, but I also wonder how I have gotten as far as I have. Everyone talks about how life is so hard, and finances don't meet, or this person screwed me, etc, etc. Everything that has happened in my life is a product of how I have lived my life. No excuses for me. I may make mistakes, I may do things that are frowned upon by the hypocrites of this world, and I may just totally tick people off with things I say...but I am always me, even if that "me" changes daily! I guess I refuse to just be content with whatever happens, happens...I want to make things happen....MY WAY! By the grace of God, a husband who has tolerated me for almost 12 years, 2 kids that tolerate me daily, and family & friends...I am the best me possible.
As I start, and possibly, end this assignment I know that I am moving in the right direction. I know I can not change the world, only me. I also know that success and prosperity are a mind set, not an achievement to be made. I also know that to be successful, you must align yourself with those of like mind and destination.
I am anxious to see my own thoughts as the week progresses, and to also see how I personally feel in a week. I know that my heart is light, and my mind is at peace.
Too blessed to be stressed!
Salli
WELL, this assignment could get me a big fat zero real quick. First of all, I had no idea how negative people have become, nor how unwilling people are to change. Everyone has an excuse for not trying....kids, spouse, job, "why change...it's gotten me this far," kind of attitude. It's amazing to me that people in general have advanced any at all. I wonder if people know that your thoughts today make up who you are tomorrow. I guess I have been blessed enough to have plenty of mentor ship, training, and and overall good outlook on life for a long time. That's not to say I don't have days, or even weeks, when I am down and just feeling that the roof is falling in on me...but overall I am in the minority.....I guess. I had a great teacher in high school that taught be a lot about positive thinking, and believing in myself. I had a great friend/mentor that reminded me of if years ago, then after my run in with cancer I found God again and realized that everything in this life is his work. We may ultimately choose our destiny and the path to get there but we are never alone. Then I started working with an amazing company that insisted that its leaders continually go through training. Since 2005, I have had a few mentors, and some that were brought back in the light from high school. Since then, I have stayed on a pretty consistent, positive path. I spent about 6 months not listening to mentors and listening instead to friends and family. Now, I love my friends and family, but I also wonder how I have gotten as far as I have. Everyone talks about how life is so hard, and finances don't meet, or this person screwed me, etc, etc. Everything that has happened in my life is a product of how I have lived my life. No excuses for me. I may make mistakes, I may do things that are frowned upon by the hypocrites of this world, and I may just totally tick people off with things I say...but I am always me, even if that "me" changes daily! I guess I refuse to just be content with whatever happens, happens...I want to make things happen....MY WAY! By the grace of God, a husband who has tolerated me for almost 12 years, 2 kids that tolerate me daily, and family & friends...I am the best me possible.
As I start, and possibly, end this assignment I know that I am moving in the right direction. I know I can not change the world, only me. I also know that success and prosperity are a mind set, not an achievement to be made. I also know that to be successful, you must align yourself with those of like mind and destination.
I am anxious to see my own thoughts as the week progresses, and to also see how I personally feel in a week. I know that my heart is light, and my mind is at peace.
Too blessed to be stressed!
Salli
Reinventing who we are....can it be done?
As a wife, and Mom, and business owner....you learn to be one person with MANY different personalities. So, when the opportunity to take a psych class through one of my businesses presented itself, I had to jump on the opportunity. However, the very first assignment is proving to be difficult already. The assignment: find 20 people willing to become cansciencious of the negativism in their lives and try to get through 7 days without it and readjusting their negativism to positive energy. HOLY MOSES!!!!! Although I try to do this, I have found myself becoming negative on occassion and then it takes awhile to readjust my personal habits.
So, my first thought, go to facebook and ask some of my friends to try it. Oh my, 4 responses and not a single person that thinks they can do it. Wow. At what point did our society find it acceptable to become so negative? No wonder our children are out of control, people can't ever recover from job loss, or advance beyond their current financial situations.
So, for the next 7 days, I plan to document my personal week of Non-Negative thinking. I know that I will not be perfect, as no one is, but maybe over the next week, I can find enough meta-data to convince myself that not everyone is totally negative.
Now, to let the journey begin.
So, my first thought, go to facebook and ask some of my friends to try it. Oh my, 4 responses and not a single person that thinks they can do it. Wow. At what point did our society find it acceptable to become so negative? No wonder our children are out of control, people can't ever recover from job loss, or advance beyond their current financial situations.
So, for the next 7 days, I plan to document my personal week of Non-Negative thinking. I know that I will not be perfect, as no one is, but maybe over the next week, I can find enough meta-data to convince myself that not everyone is totally negative.
Now, to let the journey begin.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Life, Love, and Sanity!
As many of those who read this blog are parents, I hope you can associate with this release.
As a Mom, I can't imagine life without my children, nor would I want to! However, I have struggled lately with this uneasy feeling of overwhelming emotions. I know that many older generations tell me; " I had my kids everyday and they were never left with baby sitters." I have to wonder if that was by choice or because of some social "keeping up with the Jones'" Although I love my children, I am realizing that to be the best Mom possible, I NEED A BREAK! My Full-Time job is a Mom. But that also means 24/7 parenting. Isn't it a law that every 8 hour shift gets 2-15 minute breaks, and a 30 minute lunch hour? HA! Although this is my dry attempt at humor, it's true. Being a Mom is full-time. So, that prior statement would mean 3 hours a day should be my break! I know this isn't realistic, but an hour a day for me or even 30 minutes to get a shower doesn't seem to be much to ask. I have visited with other Moms and it seems to be overwhelmingly unanimous that ALL Mom's need a break. While I have tried to be "super Mom," and kepp my little munchkins with me all the time, I find my sanity starting to waiver a bit! : ) So, I have decided to make it a priority to get 1 hour a day all to myself. No Children yelling "Mom!" every 30 seconds, no husband saying, "honey, where is 'fill in the blank?'" and no telephone to interrupt my down time. Will this current strong will, stay...I sure hope so. Just the thought of an hour a day to do whatever I want, is exhilarating! I am planning a monthly over night trip for my children-to one of their grandparents, so that my husband and I can have some much needed couple time, and who knows....I may even try to schedule a girls weekend out with some girlfriends. Even if we don't do anything but enjoy a movie, some "girl talk," and a few drinks. I have put myself on a back burner since getting married in 1999. I do not want to continue this. I have had too many emotional melt downs lately to ignore the obvious reasons. Being a full-time Mom, Home educator, owner of 2 home businesses, Wife, homemaker, and any other number of titles is wonderful....but it is not allowing me to grow as "Salli!"
So, this new course is being set into motion. It could be choppy waters for awhile while everyone adjusts, but it's a much need change of course to keep this Mom, whole, happy, and sane! : )
Have a great weekend!
XOXO
Salli
As a Mom, I can't imagine life without my children, nor would I want to! However, I have struggled lately with this uneasy feeling of overwhelming emotions. I know that many older generations tell me; " I had my kids everyday and they were never left with baby sitters." I have to wonder if that was by choice or because of some social "keeping up with the Jones'" Although I love my children, I am realizing that to be the best Mom possible, I NEED A BREAK! My Full-Time job is a Mom. But that also means 24/7 parenting. Isn't it a law that every 8 hour shift gets 2-15 minute breaks, and a 30 minute lunch hour? HA! Although this is my dry attempt at humor, it's true. Being a Mom is full-time. So, that prior statement would mean 3 hours a day should be my break! I know this isn't realistic, but an hour a day for me or even 30 minutes to get a shower doesn't seem to be much to ask. I have visited with other Moms and it seems to be overwhelmingly unanimous that ALL Mom's need a break. While I have tried to be "super Mom," and kepp my little munchkins with me all the time, I find my sanity starting to waiver a bit! : ) So, I have decided to make it a priority to get 1 hour a day all to myself. No Children yelling "Mom!" every 30 seconds, no husband saying, "honey, where is 'fill in the blank?'" and no telephone to interrupt my down time. Will this current strong will, stay...I sure hope so. Just the thought of an hour a day to do whatever I want, is exhilarating! I am planning a monthly over night trip for my children-to one of their grandparents, so that my husband and I can have some much needed couple time, and who knows....I may even try to schedule a girls weekend out with some girlfriends. Even if we don't do anything but enjoy a movie, some "girl talk," and a few drinks. I have put myself on a back burner since getting married in 1999. I do not want to continue this. I have had too many emotional melt downs lately to ignore the obvious reasons. Being a full-time Mom, Home educator, owner of 2 home businesses, Wife, homemaker, and any other number of titles is wonderful....but it is not allowing me to grow as "Salli!"
So, this new course is being set into motion. It could be choppy waters for awhile while everyone adjusts, but it's a much need change of course to keep this Mom, whole, happy, and sane! : )
Have a great weekend!
XOXO
Salli
Thursday, August 5, 2010
My Business News
What a fantastic Summer! For my businesses, this has been an incredible few months. Let me give you some updated news!
GOLD CANYON NEWS-
Summer is winding down and the Fall/Holiday season is gearing up! Gold Canyon, is known as the World's Finest in Scents, Candles, Home & Body products, and offers a great opportunity to earn some extra income. August is the transition month for our scents and decor. This is the last month for our Summer 2010 Catalog, and the first month for our Fall/Holiday 2010 Catalog. Our new scents and decor are being sent out from corporate this week. I am hosting an Open House, here at our home, August 12-14th from 8 am-7pm. I will have the entire erray of Gold Canyon products on display. This month, you can order out of both catalogs. I really want to get 10 catalog parties scheduled to be completed this month. I hope that local folks will cooperate! : ) Visit my website to order on line or to contact me.
AMERIPLANUSA-
Good Morning America recognized Ameriplan as great discount health care club to save money. Whether you don't have health insurance, have high deductables, or just to fill in any gaps. For 5 1/2 years I have spoke to people from the local communities, to our State Governmental Officials. FINALLY! People are realizing that health insurance isn't always the answer. Learn how to get your entire household AmeriplanUSA Health Benefits for just $39.95 per month - CLICK HERE
GOLD CANYON NEWS-
Summer is winding down and the Fall/Holiday season is gearing up! Gold Canyon, is known as the World's Finest in Scents, Candles, Home & Body products, and offers a great opportunity to earn some extra income. August is the transition month for our scents and decor. This is the last month for our Summer 2010 Catalog, and the first month for our Fall/Holiday 2010 Catalog. Our new scents and decor are being sent out from corporate this week. I am hosting an Open House, here at our home, August 12-14th from 8 am-7pm. I will have the entire erray of Gold Canyon products on display. This month, you can order out of both catalogs. I really want to get 10 catalog parties scheduled to be completed this month. I hope that local folks will cooperate! : ) Visit my website to order on line or to contact me.
AMERIPLANUSA-
Good Morning America recognized Ameriplan as great discount health care club to save money. Whether you don't have health insurance, have high deductables, or just to fill in any gaps. For 5 1/2 years I have spoke to people from the local communities, to our State Governmental Officials. FINALLY! People are realizing that health insurance isn't always the answer. Learn how to get your entire household AmeriplanUSA Health Benefits for just $39.95 per month - CLICK HERE
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Some Rambles
You know, I never would have believed my life could have gotten any crazier....until now! We don't have many "set in stone," schedules, but we always seem busy.
Summer is in full swing. Joey's school friends are out, and our house seems to be the "happening," hang out. So, there always seems to be extra kids here. That's ok, I am enjoying kids more lately. Not sure why, but they aren't a burr under my saddle anymore. Maybe I am mellowing some?!
We've replanted our big garden. Most of it seems to be doing good....as long as we don't get another 18 inches of rain in 30 days! Within a week, I should have lettuce, and radishes ready! We've already eaten some radishes out of Joey's garden, and green onions from ours. I'm anxious to see how all our trials do this year. I finally got all my "indoor" plants transplanted and set outdoors for the summer. Hopefully by next Summer, I will have lemons, limes and bananas. Still hoping to have blueberries this year. The owner of our house was sweet enough to bring us a ton of cherries. So, now I am on a quest to find a good cherry pie filling recipe that I can make up and can. I am attempting some jellies this year....HOPEFULLY! Would love to make some pear/honey jelly, strawberry rhubarb, grape, and apple jelly. Joey thinks we need to order a peanut plant so we can make our own peanut butter. Sounds fun, and who knows....we may try it.
My candle venture has started out GREAT! The first order will go in on Friday....1 catalog party=over $700 in sales. A 25% profit for me on that, and that's not a bad profit for 20 minutes worth of work! Online orders are doing great, I have 2 more catalog parties scheduled, and 2 home parties scheduled. LOVE IT!
Ameriplan is doing good, but has slowed up some. People are seriously brainwashed with insurance! Insurance sucks! Even though they can't discriminate for pre-existings...they are charging more, and not covering them for 1 full year! Kinda defeats the purpose in my opinion. I guess at some point people will have to start thinking logically again. So much ignorance can't go on forever. And seriously, if you can not afford $40 per month to include everyone living at your address, related or not, you have bigger fish to fry!
School schedules have come and gone. We are doing some independent studying, and a lot of hands on and oral studying right now. We are still averaging 3 hours per day, but until I can get my sanity back....structure is out the window!
We had family here over the weekend. My mom, step-dad, neice, nephew, step-brother and his girlfriend were all here. It was great to see everyone...but it wore me clear out! I spent 2 days doing nothing, and the last 2 days trying to get back on track.
Chloe is officially walking. I guess in some situations, she runs! So, the fun begins. I am tying string on cabinet doors to keep her out, have gates all over everywhere, and even more of a neat freak when it comes to sweeping and vaccuming! She's definitely got a personality all of her own. If she's mad, stuff flies...wants attention, she screams at the top of her lungs. She has her mommas temper, I can't deny that. Fortunitely, and hopefully she will learn to control hers as I have learned to control mine.
Well, I believe that is an update in a nutshell. I'm sure there will be more posts then what I have made lately. Writing in this blog helps me to keep up the perception of sanity! ; )
Summer is in full swing. Joey's school friends are out, and our house seems to be the "happening," hang out. So, there always seems to be extra kids here. That's ok, I am enjoying kids more lately. Not sure why, but they aren't a burr under my saddle anymore. Maybe I am mellowing some?!
We've replanted our big garden. Most of it seems to be doing good....as long as we don't get another 18 inches of rain in 30 days! Within a week, I should have lettuce, and radishes ready! We've already eaten some radishes out of Joey's garden, and green onions from ours. I'm anxious to see how all our trials do this year. I finally got all my "indoor" plants transplanted and set outdoors for the summer. Hopefully by next Summer, I will have lemons, limes and bananas. Still hoping to have blueberries this year. The owner of our house was sweet enough to bring us a ton of cherries. So, now I am on a quest to find a good cherry pie filling recipe that I can make up and can. I am attempting some jellies this year....HOPEFULLY! Would love to make some pear/honey jelly, strawberry rhubarb, grape, and apple jelly. Joey thinks we need to order a peanut plant so we can make our own peanut butter. Sounds fun, and who knows....we may try it.
My candle venture has started out GREAT! The first order will go in on Friday....1 catalog party=over $700 in sales. A 25% profit for me on that, and that's not a bad profit for 20 minutes worth of work! Online orders are doing great, I have 2 more catalog parties scheduled, and 2 home parties scheduled. LOVE IT!
Ameriplan is doing good, but has slowed up some. People are seriously brainwashed with insurance! Insurance sucks! Even though they can't discriminate for pre-existings...they are charging more, and not covering them for 1 full year! Kinda defeats the purpose in my opinion. I guess at some point people will have to start thinking logically again. So much ignorance can't go on forever. And seriously, if you can not afford $40 per month to include everyone living at your address, related or not, you have bigger fish to fry!
School schedules have come and gone. We are doing some independent studying, and a lot of hands on and oral studying right now. We are still averaging 3 hours per day, but until I can get my sanity back....structure is out the window!
We had family here over the weekend. My mom, step-dad, neice, nephew, step-brother and his girlfriend were all here. It was great to see everyone...but it wore me clear out! I spent 2 days doing nothing, and the last 2 days trying to get back on track.
Chloe is officially walking. I guess in some situations, she runs! So, the fun begins. I am tying string on cabinet doors to keep her out, have gates all over everywhere, and even more of a neat freak when it comes to sweeping and vaccuming! She's definitely got a personality all of her own. If she's mad, stuff flies...wants attention, she screams at the top of her lungs. She has her mommas temper, I can't deny that. Fortunitely, and hopefully she will learn to control hers as I have learned to control mine.
Well, I believe that is an update in a nutshell. I'm sure there will be more posts then what I have made lately. Writing in this blog helps me to keep up the perception of sanity! ; )
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Where to begin....
What an amazing few weeks! I'm not sure where to begin!
Home Schooling -
Now that Summer is upon us, we are going to change up our structure some. I think it's important to flexable, and go with the flow. So, we are going to do structured school work Monday - Wednesday, and work on fun, outdoor/indoor projects Thursday - Sunday. The nice part of homeschooling is the flexibility and being able to change things up as need be. Since our large garden has been a total loss until it's replanted, we are going to focus on Joey's mini-sandbox garden. Which is doing great! He has radishes about ready, watermelon, corn, cantalope, and cucumbers growing well. He also planted some soybeans and wheat...which are doing great! We have several indoor plants - tomatoes, banana, lemon, and lime trees, sweet leaf plant and herbs we are attempting indoors.
Our Get Away -
Wow! What an amazing, and chaotic weekend! We took off at 6:30 last Saturday, to head to LaSalle. We got to Utica about 10:30 after a stop at Princeton to get a stroller. We went to the main lodge and took some pictures, went in the lodge and did some hiking before heading to the lower picnic area. We took off for starved rock and we read the signs along the way telling about the indians, and their stand on starved rock. Then the 4 of us headed of the stairs to the top of Starved Rock. The view was just as beautiful as I had remembered. Looking out across the beautiful lush forest that makes up Starved Rock, looking across the the river, and watching Joey's eyes light up as we watched a barge make its way into the lock. Chloe wasn't really interested, but I knew I wanted to share this with them. Even Richard seemed to enjoy himself. We made our way back down the stairs and headed to a quiet picnic area. We got to have a real picnic, on a blanket and enjoyed our lunchmeat sandwiches, chips and drink pouches. Chloe crawled around on the blanket and was real interested in everything Joey did. We laughed, joked, and had a blast. I am anxious to go back when we have more time to hike. Joey is the perfect age to enjoy someplace so amazing. As for me, as soon as we entered the park, I felt I had come home. I could just feel the tension ease. Walking to the lodge, the paths, being on Starved Rock, all of the experience was like the piece of my soul that has been missing....was back. I spent just a few minutes talking to God, on Starved Rock, and just felt like he could hear me.
Now, that we are back at home, I'm doing some major catch up on housework, laundry, Ameriplan, and my newest venture. Yep, I wasn't busy enough so I jumped into another project. I am now a distributor for Gold Canyon Candles. I have bought these candles for almost a year now, and the lady that was selling them quit.! So, rather than go without, I picked up the slack, and dove in head first. I currently have a catalog party going until June 8th. Any orders placed online or in person will receive a free thank you gift.
I have to say, I have to be one of the most blessed people. Although Richard and I have our issues, we get along pretty well, I have 2 amazing kids, a successful home business, a new business I will make successful, an amazing family, he has an awesome job, awesome friends, and a comfortable home. Of all the material things I would like to have, none of them are as precious as the list above! Thank you God, for being such an amazing and wonderful God!
God Bless!
Home Schooling -
Now that Summer is upon us, we are going to change up our structure some. I think it's important to flexable, and go with the flow. So, we are going to do structured school work Monday - Wednesday, and work on fun, outdoor/indoor projects Thursday - Sunday. The nice part of homeschooling is the flexibility and being able to change things up as need be. Since our large garden has been a total loss until it's replanted, we are going to focus on Joey's mini-sandbox garden. Which is doing great! He has radishes about ready, watermelon, corn, cantalope, and cucumbers growing well. He also planted some soybeans and wheat...which are doing great! We have several indoor plants - tomatoes, banana, lemon, and lime trees, sweet leaf plant and herbs we are attempting indoors.
Our Get Away -
Wow! What an amazing, and chaotic weekend! We took off at 6:30 last Saturday, to head to LaSalle. We got to Utica about 10:30 after a stop at Princeton to get a stroller. We went to the main lodge and took some pictures, went in the lodge and did some hiking before heading to the lower picnic area. We took off for starved rock and we read the signs along the way telling about the indians, and their stand on starved rock. Then the 4 of us headed of the stairs to the top of Starved Rock. The view was just as beautiful as I had remembered. Looking out across the beautiful lush forest that makes up Starved Rock, looking across the the river, and watching Joey's eyes light up as we watched a barge make its way into the lock. Chloe wasn't really interested, but I knew I wanted to share this with them. Even Richard seemed to enjoy himself. We made our way back down the stairs and headed to a quiet picnic area. We got to have a real picnic, on a blanket and enjoyed our lunchmeat sandwiches, chips and drink pouches. Chloe crawled around on the blanket and was real interested in everything Joey did. We laughed, joked, and had a blast. I am anxious to go back when we have more time to hike. Joey is the perfect age to enjoy someplace so amazing. As for me, as soon as we entered the park, I felt I had come home. I could just feel the tension ease. Walking to the lodge, the paths, being on Starved Rock, all of the experience was like the piece of my soul that has been missing....was back. I spent just a few minutes talking to God, on Starved Rock, and just felt like he could hear me.
Now, that we are back at home, I'm doing some major catch up on housework, laundry, Ameriplan, and my newest venture. Yep, I wasn't busy enough so I jumped into another project. I am now a distributor for Gold Canyon Candles. I have bought these candles for almost a year now, and the lady that was selling them quit.! So, rather than go without, I picked up the slack, and dove in head first. I currently have a catalog party going until June 8th. Any orders placed online or in person will receive a free thank you gift.
I have to say, I have to be one of the most blessed people. Although Richard and I have our issues, we get along pretty well, I have 2 amazing kids, a successful home business, a new business I will make successful, an amazing family, he has an awesome job, awesome friends, and a comfortable home. Of all the material things I would like to have, none of them are as precious as the list above! Thank you God, for being such an amazing and wonderful God!
God Bless!
Friday, May 21, 2010
A weekend get-away
Wow, what an up and down week. The rain and gloomy weather has definitely damped our plans lately. We started making plans for an over night trip the end of April. We were able to our hotel reservation early...no rooms left now. So, as time has progressed the plans have changed about 6 different times before finally getting set in stone yesterday.
So, we are taking a 3 hour away trip to LaSalle to watch a race at a dirt track. The race includes a local driver that Richard likes and races with. The best part of the whole trip for me is the plans prior to the race. We are going to my favorite state park to hike and have a picnic. I haven't been to Starved Rock in years. So, now I can take my kids and show them the most beautiful park I have ever seen. I have always found such peace, and always felt so close to God there. I am really looking forward to so time at peace. We have all our supplies for our picnic, some snack foods and our blankets. I am so excited! We are heading out early in the morning. We can check into our hotel at 2, and then a few hours at the hotel, then to the race and Sunday head home.
Sunday we have Richard's little sisters graduation, and then the party. So, we are going to be super busy this weekend....but I am counting on my few hours of peace at Starved Rock to get me through. I can't wait.
Hope you all have a great weekend!
So, we are taking a 3 hour away trip to LaSalle to watch a race at a dirt track. The race includes a local driver that Richard likes and races with. The best part of the whole trip for me is the plans prior to the race. We are going to my favorite state park to hike and have a picnic. I haven't been to Starved Rock in years. So, now I can take my kids and show them the most beautiful park I have ever seen. I have always found such peace, and always felt so close to God there. I am really looking forward to so time at peace. We have all our supplies for our picnic, some snack foods and our blankets. I am so excited! We are heading out early in the morning. We can check into our hotel at 2, and then a few hours at the hotel, then to the race and Sunday head home.
Sunday we have Richard's little sisters graduation, and then the party. So, we are going to be super busy this weekend....but I am counting on my few hours of peace at Starved Rock to get me through. I can't wait.
Hope you all have a great weekend!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Let the Home-Educating begin!
As of Wednesday, May 5...we began home school. After some bullying issues by another child, and lack of acceptable action by our school...We began early.
So, as terrifyingly real as it's become....I have stepped up to teach Joey. I spent Thursday and Friday trying to get a grasp on where Joey was at intellectually. We found that we have to start at the beginning of homeschool curriculum, and work forward. There are several areas that Joey hasn't learned in school, but there are areas that had. So, we are working on so many different subjects to make up for the end of his 3rd grade year. We have it figured that he had 120 hours of public school left. The 8 hour days at school included lunch and recesses, but we are using all the hours towards his education. We are spending weekdays studying: Math, Spelling, Reading Comprehension, Grammar, Spanish, Latin, Missouri History, American History, Social Studies, Science, Bible study, Handwriting, and Vocabulary. As a different approach to some subjects we are working on some hands-on real life study. Joey has helped read and measure the recipes for cookies, and cake, he has helped his Dad measure, build and finish my clothesline, and we are doing some computer games. On weekends, Joey has 2 hours per day of reading time, 30 minutes of Science(nature study), and at least an hour of "handicrafts"; which amount to a learning of a trade. So, we are able to school 7 days a week and he has fun and doesn't realize that he is learning.
The foreign language part is proving to be a challenge but we are working with what we have. I am realizing that I will have to purchase a foreign language program real soon. Otherwise, we are doing good. I am learning that a lot has changed since I was in school. Terms have changed but the way that you go about doing the problems are the same.
As soon as the weather cooperates, we are going to be taking a lot of nature walks, and a few field trips. I am really enjoying the time with Joey. I know that we are accomplishing a alot and he is excelling, already with a change of atmosphere.
Life in general is crazy as always. We have adjusted schedules, and are learning new schedules.
I hope that we will keep up with the pace we are at. I feel lost at times and unsure of my ability, but at the same time, I know that I can teach both our kids so much and give them a jump on real life.
Salli
So, as terrifyingly real as it's become....I have stepped up to teach Joey. I spent Thursday and Friday trying to get a grasp on where Joey was at intellectually. We found that we have to start at the beginning of homeschool curriculum, and work forward. There are several areas that Joey hasn't learned in school, but there are areas that had. So, we are working on so many different subjects to make up for the end of his 3rd grade year. We have it figured that he had 120 hours of public school left. The 8 hour days at school included lunch and recesses, but we are using all the hours towards his education. We are spending weekdays studying: Math, Spelling, Reading Comprehension, Grammar, Spanish, Latin, Missouri History, American History, Social Studies, Science, Bible study, Handwriting, and Vocabulary. As a different approach to some subjects we are working on some hands-on real life study. Joey has helped read and measure the recipes for cookies, and cake, he has helped his Dad measure, build and finish my clothesline, and we are doing some computer games. On weekends, Joey has 2 hours per day of reading time, 30 minutes of Science(nature study), and at least an hour of "handicrafts"; which amount to a learning of a trade. So, we are able to school 7 days a week and he has fun and doesn't realize that he is learning.
The foreign language part is proving to be a challenge but we are working with what we have. I am realizing that I will have to purchase a foreign language program real soon. Otherwise, we are doing good. I am learning that a lot has changed since I was in school. Terms have changed but the way that you go about doing the problems are the same.
As soon as the weather cooperates, we are going to be taking a lot of nature walks, and a few field trips. I am really enjoying the time with Joey. I know that we are accomplishing a alot and he is excelling, already with a change of atmosphere.
Life in general is crazy as always. We have adjusted schedules, and are learning new schedules.
I hope that we will keep up with the pace we are at. I feel lost at times and unsure of my ability, but at the same time, I know that I can teach both our kids so much and give them a jump on real life.
Salli
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Amazing!
"A simple shift in your emotion can make your entire energy field shift!"
This is so true. It's amazing to me how the little "baby" steps I am taking, are seriously working. Having a little insight to how to change my thoughts, and making that simple shift - can seriously change your emotional vibe.
I have enjoyed a busy few days. A birthday party for Richard's cousin last night, Joey having a friend over, going to our Elementary PTO carnival tonight...and even the simple shift of position. I was having some negative thoughts this morning, and I physically got out of my chair, went to load the dishwasher, and wash Chloe's bottles. That little shift, and taking control over my thoughts made a huge difference.
I have listened to a man named Les Brown, a lot lately. This is a man who has overcome some serious issues and has the motto: " It's Possible!" And to tell you the truth, why shouldn't it be possible. Whether your "it," is more money, a better job, a job, a great relationship, or whatever you are wanting. WHY NOT? So many of us dream at less than 10% of our potential, because we have been programmed that way.
I am undoing that programming, and reprogramming my thoughts, attitude, and self-image to not only dream to my potential but to achieve those those dreams! AND WHY NOT? Because I don't have an Ivy League education, I don't have a degree in the area I have a passion for, because I wasn't in the top 10% of my class....SO WHAT! I can achieve and thrive in whatever I put my mind to...and so can anyone else...IF YOU WANT IT BAD ENOUGH!
So, my goals - on a brief description: to continually work on my self, and become the best me that I can, to achieve National Vice President with my company, to build a financial legacy for my children, to build a beautiful new home with lots of room for my kids to run and grow, and to give my relationships the attention the need and deserve.
I ask you, what are your goals, and what are you doing to work towards those goals. Are you feeling in your heart what you want to happen? Have you written down your goals in detail? If not...what are you waiting for?
"Someone's opinion of you does not have to become your reality!" - LesBrown
This is so true. It's amazing to me how the little "baby" steps I am taking, are seriously working. Having a little insight to how to change my thoughts, and making that simple shift - can seriously change your emotional vibe.
I have enjoyed a busy few days. A birthday party for Richard's cousin last night, Joey having a friend over, going to our Elementary PTO carnival tonight...and even the simple shift of position. I was having some negative thoughts this morning, and I physically got out of my chair, went to load the dishwasher, and wash Chloe's bottles. That little shift, and taking control over my thoughts made a huge difference.
I have listened to a man named Les Brown, a lot lately. This is a man who has overcome some serious issues and has the motto: " It's Possible!" And to tell you the truth, why shouldn't it be possible. Whether your "it," is more money, a better job, a job, a great relationship, or whatever you are wanting. WHY NOT? So many of us dream at less than 10% of our potential, because we have been programmed that way.
I am undoing that programming, and reprogramming my thoughts, attitude, and self-image to not only dream to my potential but to achieve those those dreams! AND WHY NOT? Because I don't have an Ivy League education, I don't have a degree in the area I have a passion for, because I wasn't in the top 10% of my class....SO WHAT! I can achieve and thrive in whatever I put my mind to...and so can anyone else...IF YOU WANT IT BAD ENOUGH!
So, my goals - on a brief description: to continually work on my self, and become the best me that I can, to achieve National Vice President with my company, to build a financial legacy for my children, to build a beautiful new home with lots of room for my kids to run and grow, and to give my relationships the attention the need and deserve.
I ask you, what are your goals, and what are you doing to work towards those goals. Are you feeling in your heart what you want to happen? Have you written down your goals in detail? If not...what are you waiting for?
"Someone's opinion of you does not have to become your reality!" - LesBrown
Sunday, April 25, 2010
If I don't grow, how can I expect others to grow?
This has been such a powerful statement for me. I have always put others feelings, thoughts and well being above my own. From my family, to my husband and on to my kids. In the shuffle of life, I am realizing that I can not be the best person I can be, without growing.
Let me give you a little bit of a "back story." After my husband and I married in 1999, I focused solely on the "type" of person I thought he needed. I grew up in a town...not in the country. I knew you went to the grocery store to purchase food. I knew it was grown on farms...but not much more than that. So, I zeroed in on his way of life, and worked on changing me - to please him. Now, he did not ask me to, but I felt I needed to. I had never shot a gun, never been hunting, never grown a garden of my own, let alone processed that garden to have food for Winter (canning). So, I dove in....having not a clue of what task I was taking on. Needless to say, I learned and complained and honestly didn't like much of what I was doing. Then a year and half later, our son was born. Again, I transformed myself. I went into the "perfect Mom," theory. Everything a first time Mom thinks is acceptable. Let me tell you.....I had a LOT to learn! My relationship was in shambles, I was miserable, and in turn I had a very cranky little boy. That was my first lesson as a new Mom. When I was upset, it upset my baby! I went through serious depression. I was afraid to leave the house, and went so far as to go to my doctor for medicine. Note: The depression medicine actually made things worse!
As the years wore on, life didn't get much easier. My son was a year old when I was diagnosed with cervical cancer. I had the surgery, went through the emotional termmoil that entailed and beat it!!! However, every year I still cringe when I go for my visit. In 2003, my husband and I divorced. Although at the time, it was for other reasons, I saw that divorce as a means to an end. We still did not get along, I had no help with our son. I was depressed and had lost the person that I was....and I really liked the person I used to be. I went back to my hometown only to find out that I really didn't fit in that life style anymore. So, 2 months later I was back in Missouri and back with my husband. We were remarried in November of 2003. We decided we would work on our differences and try to make our marriage better. It was a constant roller coaster!
In 2005, I found the company I work with. AmeriplanUSA. They were a gift from God! I loved the company. I found something I could be passionate about, and something that I could not only make a living with, but something I could help others with. I am still with this amazing company today!
Now, back to current time. I have found myself increasing getting down again. I now have my son and daughter, and have adjusted to life as a country wife....and even love it! However, I find myself resenting the fact that I have lost the person I used to be. I don't have the compassion I once had, I don't venture out much, and most of my emotions are locked in a secret compartment. I don't show much emotion unless the emotions are so strong, that they can not help but come out.
So, part of our company training is personal development. Until recently, I had laughed at this. I kept thinking, "I don't need a cheerleader, or some guru telling me how to believe in something." Boy, I couldn't be more wrong. The personal development strategy isn't about a rah-rah section. It is about remembering to always make time for you... I have been fortunate to have a company that has found some of the best personal development trainers in the world.
I have spent 2 weeks now, listening to every personal development guru I can find to listen to. I am not looking for a cheerleader but someone who can inspire me to be the best "Me," possible. I have begun exercising again, I am working on some other bad habits, and even taking time everyday to laugh. Yes, of all the crazy things I've heard....Laughing is honestly one of the hardest things for me. I am a natural born worrier. So, making time daily to laugh can be a chore, but I am learning to look at things through my children's eyes.
I am growing and reinventing myself. I've heard it said that we learn step outside of ourselves when we get married, and have kids. I don't think I could explain it any better. Now, as I grow and learn and spend some time on me....I can also accept my flaws, and imperfections. I can honestly say, though, something I still can not grasp is how to stop my mood from changing when others around me are so negative or doubting. I hope this comes with time.
I hope that those who read this can relate in some sense. I can not encourage you enough to work on yourself, and continue to grow as a person. Find your passion, and go with that passion as if you have fire under your feet.
God Bless!
Let me give you a little bit of a "back story." After my husband and I married in 1999, I focused solely on the "type" of person I thought he needed. I grew up in a town...not in the country. I knew you went to the grocery store to purchase food. I knew it was grown on farms...but not much more than that. So, I zeroed in on his way of life, and worked on changing me - to please him. Now, he did not ask me to, but I felt I needed to. I had never shot a gun, never been hunting, never grown a garden of my own, let alone processed that garden to have food for Winter (canning). So, I dove in....having not a clue of what task I was taking on. Needless to say, I learned and complained and honestly didn't like much of what I was doing. Then a year and half later, our son was born. Again, I transformed myself. I went into the "perfect Mom," theory. Everything a first time Mom thinks is acceptable. Let me tell you.....I had a LOT to learn! My relationship was in shambles, I was miserable, and in turn I had a very cranky little boy. That was my first lesson as a new Mom. When I was upset, it upset my baby! I went through serious depression. I was afraid to leave the house, and went so far as to go to my doctor for medicine. Note: The depression medicine actually made things worse!
As the years wore on, life didn't get much easier. My son was a year old when I was diagnosed with cervical cancer. I had the surgery, went through the emotional termmoil that entailed and beat it!!! However, every year I still cringe when I go for my visit. In 2003, my husband and I divorced. Although at the time, it was for other reasons, I saw that divorce as a means to an end. We still did not get along, I had no help with our son. I was depressed and had lost the person that I was....and I really liked the person I used to be. I went back to my hometown only to find out that I really didn't fit in that life style anymore. So, 2 months later I was back in Missouri and back with my husband. We were remarried in November of 2003. We decided we would work on our differences and try to make our marriage better. It was a constant roller coaster!
In 2005, I found the company I work with. AmeriplanUSA. They were a gift from God! I loved the company. I found something I could be passionate about, and something that I could not only make a living with, but something I could help others with. I am still with this amazing company today!
Now, back to current time. I have found myself increasing getting down again. I now have my son and daughter, and have adjusted to life as a country wife....and even love it! However, I find myself resenting the fact that I have lost the person I used to be. I don't have the compassion I once had, I don't venture out much, and most of my emotions are locked in a secret compartment. I don't show much emotion unless the emotions are so strong, that they can not help but come out.
So, part of our company training is personal development. Until recently, I had laughed at this. I kept thinking, "I don't need a cheerleader, or some guru telling me how to believe in something." Boy, I couldn't be more wrong. The personal development strategy isn't about a rah-rah section. It is about remembering to always make time for you... I have been fortunate to have a company that has found some of the best personal development trainers in the world.
I have spent 2 weeks now, listening to every personal development guru I can find to listen to. I am not looking for a cheerleader but someone who can inspire me to be the best "Me," possible. I have begun exercising again, I am working on some other bad habits, and even taking time everyday to laugh. Yes, of all the crazy things I've heard....Laughing is honestly one of the hardest things for me. I am a natural born worrier. So, making time daily to laugh can be a chore, but I am learning to look at things through my children's eyes.
I am growing and reinventing myself. I've heard it said that we learn step outside of ourselves when we get married, and have kids. I don't think I could explain it any better. Now, as I grow and learn and spend some time on me....I can also accept my flaws, and imperfections. I can honestly say, though, something I still can not grasp is how to stop my mood from changing when others around me are so negative or doubting. I hope this comes with time.
I hope that those who read this can relate in some sense. I can not encourage you enough to work on yourself, and continue to grow as a person. Find your passion, and go with that passion as if you have fire under your feet.
God Bless!
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Our "quiet" weekend.....HA!
Well, our quiet, uneventful, and "no-plan" weekend has been crazy! Laughing, I have to say absolutely nothing has been accomplished, but we've been busy!
Friday was a strange day. Joey and I had to argue again before school. I will be so glad when this public school struggles are over! We have 22 actual school days left. Believe me, I think I am counting them down with more excitement than Joey! Anyway, my whole day was spent feeling guilty for putting him on the bus with tears, again. I really didn't do anything all day. I decided about 2 Friday afternoon that I needed to go to the grocery store, and get a few things. So, I surprised Joey, by picking him up at school. We spent about 20 minutes talking about the morning and agreed that these arguements are hard for both of us to deal with. We got groceries, and he helped so much. When we got home, he even carried groceries in for me. I decided I wasn't cooking, so we ordered out for supper. Then Joey had a friend come over who stayed until 10:30. Part of that was because the child's mom and I were talking! So, this morning we had to have a brief disagreement about picking up toys. I think this is an on-going arguement. So, around 10:30 Joey's friend Damien came over again. Damien has become our second son. He is here about every weekend. He and Joey have so much fun. We were supposed to go to Richard's youngest sister's prom grand march tonight. Well, the lovely weather had pretty much hindered that from about 3 this afternoon on. So, as of right now, we've had 2 plus inches of rain since 4 and it's still raining and storming! I hope it stops soon!!!!
Friday was a strange day. Joey and I had to argue again before school. I will be so glad when this public school struggles are over! We have 22 actual school days left. Believe me, I think I am counting them down with more excitement than Joey! Anyway, my whole day was spent feeling guilty for putting him on the bus with tears, again. I really didn't do anything all day. I decided about 2 Friday afternoon that I needed to go to the grocery store, and get a few things. So, I surprised Joey, by picking him up at school. We spent about 20 minutes talking about the morning and agreed that these arguements are hard for both of us to deal with. We got groceries, and he helped so much. When we got home, he even carried groceries in for me. I decided I wasn't cooking, so we ordered out for supper. Then Joey had a friend come over who stayed until 10:30. Part of that was because the child's mom and I were talking! So, this morning we had to have a brief disagreement about picking up toys. I think this is an on-going arguement. So, around 10:30 Joey's friend Damien came over again. Damien has become our second son. He is here about every weekend. He and Joey have so much fun. We were supposed to go to Richard's youngest sister's prom grand march tonight. Well, the lovely weather had pretty much hindered that from about 3 this afternoon on. So, as of right now, we've had 2 plus inches of rain since 4 and it's still raining and storming! I hope it stops soon!!!!
Monday, April 19, 2010
Some misc. thoughts
It's amazing to me how biased our media in the USA is. A friend of mine from Wisconsin had posted a link today, that had her angry. Once I watched and listened to this link, I, too was fuming. Those of us that choose to school our children at home, are catagorized by the 10% of home school parents that an extreme approach. The story was run on ABC's Good Morning America. In the clip, it showed 2 families that chose to take what is called an Unschooling approach. Unschooling is done without books, tests, or a set curriculum. The theory of this approach is that the child will lead the learning process. Again, in theory, it can be productive with the right mind process. The 2 couples they happened to show were the extremists of this theory. They call their approach "Unschooling," but they have chosen to do it without rules, parental guidance, or respect from the children. The article made me sick!
Of the 1.5 MILLION children that are home-educated, only 10% are educated by the "Unschooling Theory." That is 150,000 children. The remaining 90% are educated in ways that our public schools are unable to provide. However, the national media, has chosen to show these extremists, as opposed to showing any of the other 90% that have structure, guidance, respect, and have chosen home-education to help their children. It is a fact that children, with a respectable home education, are more educated, and much more advanced that children in public or even private schools. My personal thought is a process for my son. It has been an unschooling, to start. This way the public school remnents are able to be erased. Then we are going to be educating more in an eclectic/Charlotte Mason style. This being said, I want my son to be able to advance in the areas that he is already excelling, and focus/work on the areas that he is struggling. Fortunitely, he is really advanced on most subjects. Our first year is going to be a lot of experimenting to find the right schedule, curriculum, and pace...but there is no reason between Richard & I that we can't give our son & daughter the best and most extensive education possible!
I hope that a responsible news reporting agency will do a real story about the 90% of home-educated children that are truely excelling and how fantastic this option is for responsible parents.
Of the 1.5 MILLION children that are home-educated, only 10% are educated by the "Unschooling Theory." That is 150,000 children. The remaining 90% are educated in ways that our public schools are unable to provide. However, the national media, has chosen to show these extremists, as opposed to showing any of the other 90% that have structure, guidance, respect, and have chosen home-education to help their children. It is a fact that children, with a respectable home education, are more educated, and much more advanced that children in public or even private schools. My personal thought is a process for my son. It has been an unschooling, to start. This way the public school remnents are able to be erased. Then we are going to be educating more in an eclectic/Charlotte Mason style. This being said, I want my son to be able to advance in the areas that he is already excelling, and focus/work on the areas that he is struggling. Fortunitely, he is really advanced on most subjects. Our first year is going to be a lot of experimenting to find the right schedule, curriculum, and pace...but there is no reason between Richard & I that we can't give our son & daughter the best and most extensive education possible!
I hope that a responsible news reporting agency will do a real story about the 90% of home-educated children that are truely excelling and how fantastic this option is for responsible parents.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Our weekend plans and garden news
Once again, the weekend is here and it's total craziness around our house. We cram everything possible into our 1 1/2 days of all four of us at home. We have to mow, again! I love the grass, and even the dandilions, the flowers that are starting to peek through, and I absolutely love seeing the garden tilled!
Joey typically mows, Richard trims, and Chloe & I will be working in the flower beds. I have so much planned for this summer! I am re-doing the landscaping & flower beds, or at least attempting to get them redone.
It's looking like tomorrow will be planting day in the garden. We have several plants to get in. 9 tomato plants, 12 cabbage plants, 9 bell pepper plants, onion sets, and tons of seeds. We are still waiting on 20 skyscraper corn seeds, 17 tomato plants, a tomato/potato plant, lemon grass plant, hummingbird plant, and about 9 other plants. For indoor plants: blueberry, bonsai tree, herbs, and still waiting on: banana tree, lemon & lime trees, and indoor tomatoes.
Yep, it's going to be a busy fall! I get to teach my 2 youngest sister-in-laws to can! I can't wait. It's a lot of work, but the rewards come about November when you want good food! My canning usually consists of tomato juice, spaghetti sauce, pizza sauce, chili sauce, pickles, cabbage, carrots, green beans, corn, stewed tomatoes, and maybe some V-8 this year. I freeze corn, and peppers. I will also be canning some meat this year again.
Joey is going to have his own little garden this year. He has seeds for: beets, peas, watermelon, zucchini, and tomatoes. I am excited to see how it all turns out!
This weekend is shaping up like every other warm weather weekend. Hoping to have a bonfire tonight, and roast some hot dogs, and make smores.
Well, that's about all for now.
Joey typically mows, Richard trims, and Chloe & I will be working in the flower beds. I have so much planned for this summer! I am re-doing the landscaping & flower beds, or at least attempting to get them redone.
It's looking like tomorrow will be planting day in the garden. We have several plants to get in. 9 tomato plants, 12 cabbage plants, 9 bell pepper plants, onion sets, and tons of seeds. We are still waiting on 20 skyscraper corn seeds, 17 tomato plants, a tomato/potato plant, lemon grass plant, hummingbird plant, and about 9 other plants. For indoor plants: blueberry, bonsai tree, herbs, and still waiting on: banana tree, lemon & lime trees, and indoor tomatoes.
Yep, it's going to be a busy fall! I get to teach my 2 youngest sister-in-laws to can! I can't wait. It's a lot of work, but the rewards come about November when you want good food! My canning usually consists of tomato juice, spaghetti sauce, pizza sauce, chili sauce, pickles, cabbage, carrots, green beans, corn, stewed tomatoes, and maybe some V-8 this year. I freeze corn, and peppers. I will also be canning some meat this year again.
Joey is going to have his own little garden this year. He has seeds for: beets, peas, watermelon, zucchini, and tomatoes. I am excited to see how it all turns out!
This weekend is shaping up like every other warm weather weekend. Hoping to have a bonfire tonight, and roast some hot dogs, and make smores.
Well, that's about all for now.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Emotional Nonsense
Wow, it amazes me at how much I appreciate more and more as I get older. Yesterday, we decided to get groceries so that Richard can work on the race car tonight.
As we are driving to Keokuk, I am noticing so much. The trees in full bloom, the tulips that have awoke from their Winter slumber, the tractors working the soil...oh, the beautiful black dirt! I am loving looking at the freshly planted fields, and seeing out cutting their lawns. It's so simple, but also so amazing. Each year we go through the seasons, some we love and some we don't. After such a long, snowy Winter....everything, including people, are coming back to life. I know we complain when it's too cold, or icy, or snowing, but for many of us...Christmas isn't the same without snow. In the Spring, everything begins coming back to life. We are able to get outdoors and blow off some of the mustiness of Winter. We have storms, but how can life continue to bloom without them? Then comes my least favorite season....Summer. It is hot, humid, and the electric bills go sky high with the air conditioning. But, that being said....I wouldn't get to have my beautiful garden with out the heat and humidity to help fuel the growth. We get to have wonderful bonfires with friends and family, enjoy some good "old-fashioned," fun. Then come Fall. All the tractors go out again, to harvest what they hope will be a bountiful crop, I get to "harvest" my wonderful garden, and know that I will have fresh food throughout the Winter, more bonfires with cooler temps, and watching nature prepare for the coming Winter. And of course, my favorite season of all....Winter! Yes, I know, I am nuts! I hate driving in snow and ice...but my 2 favorite holidays are in Winter. Thanksgiving, and Christmas! I love decorating with lights, garland, putting up the tree, watching the different landscapes come alive with lights. The family time spent during these holidays is always my favorite. I have so much to be thankful for every year, and celebrating the birth of Christ is never forgotten. Winter has so much beauty if you look at it from a different perspective. Yes, driving conditions stink.... but the snow falling, shimmering ice on the trees, the wind whistling it's own tune, the smell of fresh baked goods all the time, and watching the kids eyes light up every time they look at the Christmas tree. Honestly, what can be better? Looking at life through a child's eyes has changed my perspective.
I know this is really more emotion than I typically show these days....but it really took me aback last night. It is so amazing to slow down, change your view point, and relearn the simple things in life. Have you laid on a blanket lately, and tried to find pictures in the clouds? Have you had a picnic lately? Try it....it's so much fun to live the simple life!
As we are driving to Keokuk, I am noticing so much. The trees in full bloom, the tulips that have awoke from their Winter slumber, the tractors working the soil...oh, the beautiful black dirt! I am loving looking at the freshly planted fields, and seeing out cutting their lawns. It's so simple, but also so amazing. Each year we go through the seasons, some we love and some we don't. After such a long, snowy Winter....everything, including people, are coming back to life. I know we complain when it's too cold, or icy, or snowing, but for many of us...Christmas isn't the same without snow. In the Spring, everything begins coming back to life. We are able to get outdoors and blow off some of the mustiness of Winter. We have storms, but how can life continue to bloom without them? Then comes my least favorite season....Summer. It is hot, humid, and the electric bills go sky high with the air conditioning. But, that being said....I wouldn't get to have my beautiful garden with out the heat and humidity to help fuel the growth. We get to have wonderful bonfires with friends and family, enjoy some good "old-fashioned," fun. Then come Fall. All the tractors go out again, to harvest what they hope will be a bountiful crop, I get to "harvest" my wonderful garden, and know that I will have fresh food throughout the Winter, more bonfires with cooler temps, and watching nature prepare for the coming Winter. And of course, my favorite season of all....Winter! Yes, I know, I am nuts! I hate driving in snow and ice...but my 2 favorite holidays are in Winter. Thanksgiving, and Christmas! I love decorating with lights, garland, putting up the tree, watching the different landscapes come alive with lights. The family time spent during these holidays is always my favorite. I have so much to be thankful for every year, and celebrating the birth of Christ is never forgotten. Winter has so much beauty if you look at it from a different perspective. Yes, driving conditions stink.... but the snow falling, shimmering ice on the trees, the wind whistling it's own tune, the smell of fresh baked goods all the time, and watching the kids eyes light up every time they look at the Christmas tree. Honestly, what can be better? Looking at life through a child's eyes has changed my perspective.
I know this is really more emotion than I typically show these days....but it really took me aback last night. It is so amazing to slow down, change your view point, and relearn the simple things in life. Have you laid on a blanket lately, and tried to find pictures in the clouds? Have you had a picnic lately? Try it....it's so much fun to live the simple life!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Wednesday April 14th
It has been such a crazy week so far. Monday's arguement with Joey, led to the making of an inspirational chain to count down the days left in public school. So far, it's working great! The 1st two messages were: 1- No one is perfect-that's why pencils have erasers. 2- The only place where dreams are impossible is in your own mind. He is loving these, plus it gives us an interpretive conversation piece. It's been fun hearing what he thinks the messages means, and then sharing what I think they mean. this was an excellent experiment!
We attended Joey's book fair/art show last night. His art is amazing....he definitely did not get his art skills from me! We went through the book fair, and I found 42 books for his home education lessons and only spent $11.60! The most reasonable of these books, I've found online, was $28 each!
Today is mid week to one of the busiest weeks we've had yet! We will attempt to plant the garden tonight, groceries tomorrow night, bonfire Friday night, Fun City Amusement park Saturday all day, and a 3-d bow shoot Sunday. Next week appears to be calmer....for now. We have Richard's youngest sisters Prom grand march next Saturday...but that is all that's on the calender for now.
I have been gathering info for some weekend vacations for our family. We have discussed a trip to Morris to see family, a trip to Springfield, IL and Springfield, MO. A trip to Hannibal to see the cave, and I would love to make a trip to St. Louis for some seafood and a trip to the science center...and maybe a trip to Chicago to the zoo, shed aquarium, and the Musium of Science and Industry.
I think that's a brief update. I am sure to have more later! : )
We attended Joey's book fair/art show last night. His art is amazing....he definitely did not get his art skills from me! We went through the book fair, and I found 42 books for his home education lessons and only spent $11.60! The most reasonable of these books, I've found online, was $28 each!
Today is mid week to one of the busiest weeks we've had yet! We will attempt to plant the garden tonight, groceries tomorrow night, bonfire Friday night, Fun City Amusement park Saturday all day, and a 3-d bow shoot Sunday. Next week appears to be calmer....for now. We have Richard's youngest sisters Prom grand march next Saturday...but that is all that's on the calender for now.
I have been gathering info for some weekend vacations for our family. We have discussed a trip to Morris to see family, a trip to Springfield, IL and Springfield, MO. A trip to Hannibal to see the cave, and I would love to make a trip to St. Louis for some seafood and a trip to the science center...and maybe a trip to Chicago to the zoo, shed aquarium, and the Musium of Science and Industry.
I think that's a brief update. I am sure to have more later! : )
Monday, April 12, 2010
Frustration
What a morning! I am so frustrated by the constant arguement and tears by both Joey & I, every morning. He absolutely is despising school, he can not possibly be learning anything with the emotions we go through everyday. He gets so worked up about having to go to school, even the night before. I end up arguing with him every morning, get him to school, and then I bawl for an hour because of the frustrations. We have made an educated choice to begin home-educating Joey in July, for his 4th grade year, but I wonder how much damage will be done by pushing him for another 6 weeks. He has already lost a lot of his desire to learn, and I hate to see that. Learning is such a solid foundation. I can start teaching him some from home, but because things are done differently in public schools, I don't want him to be confused by the different learning styles.
I am totally at a loss right now. Richard and I are going to talk about it more tonight after the kids are in bed, but in the meantime....I am questioning the benefits of waiting until May to pull him out of public school.
I am totally at a loss right now. Richard and I are going to talk about it more tonight after the kids are in bed, but in the meantime....I am questioning the benefits of waiting until May to pull him out of public school.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Welcome Spring
It's officially Spring! The garden is tilled and ready to be planted. Since one of our science experiments this year has been starting seeds in a small hot house. We got the seeds started...some of them grew, some did not. It was great to watch the process. We officially transplanted them into Jiffy pots today and ready to start them in the garden. Our peppers, a watermelon plant, oregano, and parsley fared well and are ready for their Summer home in the garden. After supper, I will be planting my Bonsai tree and my blueberries. We ordered a bunch of experimental plants this year. Several kinds of tomato plants, including one that is tomatos on top and potatos below., some indoor tomato plants, skyscraper corn that is supposed to reach 20 feet high, a banana tree, a sweet leaf plant, and a lemon & lime tree. I am so anxious to see how it all turns out.
We are grilling tonight for the second time this year. I love being able to spend so much time outdoors. I believe grilling will be a several times per week, ordeal this year. I want to spend every possible moment out doors.
On to some other subjects...
I have gotten all of Joey's 4th grade curriculum downloaded, and ready to print. I am looking forward to the time we will spend together and being able to teach him so much. 33 days and counting!!!
Chloe is learning that dirt doesn't taste too good, and neither does chalk. Joey & I tried to show her how to draw on the concrete, but she thought the chalk was to eat! : ) It was fun either way. With the garden tilled, I showed Chloe what the dirt felt like, and she got to touch the worms. That was a funny sight. She also got her first tractor ride today. She loved it!
I am honestly dreading tomorrow morning. Joey goes back to school and Richard back to work. I have really enjoyed our family time this weekend. It's the first weekend we have had in ages, that has been so great. We've spent time outdoors, laughed, worked, played, eaten meals together, and just really enjoyed each others company.
I can't imagine how the Summer will go, but if it is anything like this weekend....it is going to be the greatest Summer!
We are grilling tonight for the second time this year. I love being able to spend so much time outdoors. I believe grilling will be a several times per week, ordeal this year. I want to spend every possible moment out doors.
On to some other subjects...
I have gotten all of Joey's 4th grade curriculum downloaded, and ready to print. I am looking forward to the time we will spend together and being able to teach him so much. 33 days and counting!!!
Chloe is learning that dirt doesn't taste too good, and neither does chalk. Joey & I tried to show her how to draw on the concrete, but she thought the chalk was to eat! : ) It was fun either way. With the garden tilled, I showed Chloe what the dirt felt like, and she got to touch the worms. That was a funny sight. She also got her first tractor ride today. She loved it!
I am honestly dreading tomorrow morning. Joey goes back to school and Richard back to work. I have really enjoyed our family time this weekend. It's the first weekend we have had in ages, that has been so great. We've spent time outdoors, laughed, worked, played, eaten meals together, and just really enjoyed each others company.
I can't imagine how the Summer will go, but if it is anything like this weekend....it is going to be the greatest Summer!
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Great day, overall
What an outstanding day! Chloe took her first steps alone today. We were playing in the yard, she let go of my hand took about 5 steps and then realized that she had done it alone. It was so amazing to see. I almost cried....my baby is growing up!
Joey and his friend Damien played all day! The boys had so much fun running, riding bicycles, riding the 4-wheeler, and then the water fight. Now, they are fighting to stay awake, and watching cartoons.
I have had an emotional day. Overall, it was the best day in ages. My baby girl walked, my "baby" boy had a great day, the yard got mowed and looks awesome, and I got to spend all day outdoors. I did find that a friend, whom I have depended on and trusted with my life for years hadn't been honest with me. That hurt, but I hope to find out why they couldn't tell me the truth.
Anyway, back to the rest of the day..... It has truly been a great day with my family. Tomorrow will be another busy, and productive day. Tilling the garden, and planting the plants/seeds we have.
Have an amazing night and I'll write again soon!
Sal
Joey and his friend Damien played all day! The boys had so much fun running, riding bicycles, riding the 4-wheeler, and then the water fight. Now, they are fighting to stay awake, and watching cartoons.
I have had an emotional day. Overall, it was the best day in ages. My baby girl walked, my "baby" boy had a great day, the yard got mowed and looks awesome, and I got to spend all day outdoors. I did find that a friend, whom I have depended on and trusted with my life for years hadn't been honest with me. That hurt, but I hope to find out why they couldn't tell me the truth.
Anyway, back to the rest of the day..... It has truly been a great day with my family. Tomorrow will be another busy, and productive day. Tilling the garden, and planting the plants/seeds we have.
Have an amazing night and I'll write again soon!
Sal
More random thoughts
Gosh, where to start. I always have a million thoughts going through my head at any given moment. Trying to organize them in order is proving a challenge this morning! : ) I guess I will start with yesterday afternoon and then move forward.
Our school buses were moved back to hard surface routes only, so that meant having to take Joey to and from school yesterday. Hopefully they will be back on normal routes Monday! Anyway, after picking Joey up at school, we can home. It was such a fantastic day yesterday, I just couldn't force myself to stay indoors. So, Joey got his snack and out the door we went! We spent almost an hour outside. Joey and the puppies ran around the yard until all of them were panting! : ) Chloe and I walked the entire yard, played with the puppies, and our beagle Kate. Chloe held my hand as we walked and had to stop occassionally to feel the grass, or dirt. I picked her up for awhile, and she had to feel the trees, the new flowers coming to life, and anything else that caught her attention! She had so much fun exploring, and I was having a blast watching her face light up every time she saw something new. It was so nice spending quality time with both kids. I am usually fussing about the house, or dealing with phone calls or text messages. I left the phone in the house so I wouldn't have an interruptions! We had a ball, and I can't wait to spend more time with the kids!
After our dinner of cold sandwiches,lol, I set in on cleaning the office! That room was knee deep from the door clear through! What a challenge that room was! By midnight, I had everything clean, and all but the filing done. Filing will be a project for later. I love knowing there is a floor, and desk in there! :D
Now, I knew the puppies would need some outside time before I called it a night. So, at a little after midnight, with everyone else in the house sleeping, I let them out. I got online for a bit. Boy, am I glad I did! I found the PERFECT curriculum for Joey! It covers every subject and outside of a$60 set of books, is totally free! It's called an olf fashioned education. It's exactly what I was trying to find. I have some printing to do, but it is very cut & dry and provides all the info I need to teach him right. It includes Bible study, math, language arts, history, science, reading/grammar, biographies, art/art composition, music, foreign language and more!
Well, after a few hours of sleep, I am up and on the go. Today's agenda includes: cleaning up the yard, mowing, Joey has a friend coming over, hoping to have a bonfire, and more quality time with my family. I do have a few yucky chores to finish; laundry, dishes and vaccuming, but the rest of today and tomorrow is all about family time!
Monday will begin crazy again....as always. Richard to work, Joey to school, Chloe down for her nap, work Ameriplan until Chloe wakes up, then lunch, clean up, playtime,housework, work Ameriplan for Chloe's hour long afternoon nap, Joey home, snacks, get dinner ready, Richard home, evening chores, reading time with the kids, baths, kids bedtime, work Ameriplan again, then it's time for me to go to bed.
Well, there's an update. I am so glad to have this blog. It really helps keep my thoughts in order, reminds me of my priorities, and helps keep those reading it updated. I hope you all have a great weekend! Enjoy the fantastic weather!
God Bless!
Salli
Our school buses were moved back to hard surface routes only, so that meant having to take Joey to and from school yesterday. Hopefully they will be back on normal routes Monday! Anyway, after picking Joey up at school, we can home. It was such a fantastic day yesterday, I just couldn't force myself to stay indoors. So, Joey got his snack and out the door we went! We spent almost an hour outside. Joey and the puppies ran around the yard until all of them were panting! : ) Chloe and I walked the entire yard, played with the puppies, and our beagle Kate. Chloe held my hand as we walked and had to stop occassionally to feel the grass, or dirt. I picked her up for awhile, and she had to feel the trees, the new flowers coming to life, and anything else that caught her attention! She had so much fun exploring, and I was having a blast watching her face light up every time she saw something new. It was so nice spending quality time with both kids. I am usually fussing about the house, or dealing with phone calls or text messages. I left the phone in the house so I wouldn't have an interruptions! We had a ball, and I can't wait to spend more time with the kids!
After our dinner of cold sandwiches,lol, I set in on cleaning the office! That room was knee deep from the door clear through! What a challenge that room was! By midnight, I had everything clean, and all but the filing done. Filing will be a project for later. I love knowing there is a floor, and desk in there! :D
Now, I knew the puppies would need some outside time before I called it a night. So, at a little after midnight, with everyone else in the house sleeping, I let them out. I got online for a bit. Boy, am I glad I did! I found the PERFECT curriculum for Joey! It covers every subject and outside of a$60 set of books, is totally free! It's called an olf fashioned education. It's exactly what I was trying to find. I have some printing to do, but it is very cut & dry and provides all the info I need to teach him right. It includes Bible study, math, language arts, history, science, reading/grammar, biographies, art/art composition, music, foreign language and more!
Well, after a few hours of sleep, I am up and on the go. Today's agenda includes: cleaning up the yard, mowing, Joey has a friend coming over, hoping to have a bonfire, and more quality time with my family. I do have a few yucky chores to finish; laundry, dishes and vaccuming, but the rest of today and tomorrow is all about family time!
Monday will begin crazy again....as always. Richard to work, Joey to school, Chloe down for her nap, work Ameriplan until Chloe wakes up, then lunch, clean up, playtime,housework, work Ameriplan for Chloe's hour long afternoon nap, Joey home, snacks, get dinner ready, Richard home, evening chores, reading time with the kids, baths, kids bedtime, work Ameriplan again, then it's time for me to go to bed.
Well, there's an update. I am so glad to have this blog. It really helps keep my thoughts in order, reminds me of my priorities, and helps keep those reading it updated. I hope you all have a great weekend! Enjoy the fantastic weather!
God Bless!
Salli
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Research, life and mind set...
It's amazing to me how many emotions you can go through in a short period of time. Yesterday morning, like most mornings, there was an hour long arguement with Joey to get ready for school. By last night, the moods had lightened, and he was back to the child I raised. We went with Richard to pick up his boss' racecar. Needless to say, I had my eyes on the weather. Having 2 kids who are both leary of storms, I did not want to be driving in a storm. We got there, and back before the storms hit. We laughed the whole trip, talked, and even had some serious conversation. Once we got home, the kids were wound-for-sound! Too much time strapped into the truck does not do them any favors. So, until 9:30, they ran around like banshies. As they started winding down, Joey got online to check farmville, and we ended up laughing some more. Joey would be typing, and Chloe would basically stand on her head to get his attention. This went on for about 30 minutes. then she decided to get affectionate, and would start giving Joey kisses to get his attention. Needless to say, all I could say was "AWWWW". Well, all the cuteness over, Joey was sleeping, and then the evening battle with Chloe to go to sleep. After 30 minutes of her screaming...she finally gave up. By this point the storms were here and Joey was awake again!
Well, fast forward to this morning, and it's still raining/storming. I spent about 2 hours last night doing more research on Joey's homeschooling. I am amazed and a bit intimidated by the vast information on the subject. I have found 2-3 programs for each subject, and just have to make the final decision before June. We will begin his 4th grade year on July 1st. I know we are going to have some adjustments to make and some massive organization....but I am ready to tackle this adventure head on!
Richard's schedule gets more full by the day. The local farmers are trying to get in the fields, so all the repairs fall on his shoulders. That business along with doing the mechanic work on the race car, helping me get the garden ready to plant, the kids and the dogs...keeps him out of trouble! : )
As I sit here typing this, I am realizing how much I love to write! I used to sit and write for hours...on every possible subject! I have gotten away from that, I guess "because it takes too much time!" Well, this blog will force me to write something every little bit.
I am honestly looking forward to May 26th, when Joey will be out of school. I have so many things I want to do with both kids, and there never seems to be enough hours in the day. I guess it's time to start prioritizing a little differently. The housework can wait till a rainy day. The dishes may have to wait till morning, laundry will still be there when I get around to it. Sweeping, mopping, vaccuming, and dusting won't do itself either. My kids are growing and changing so fast, their childhoods won't wait for my busy work to pass.
God Bless,
Salli
P.S. Sending prayers my family members, and my Great-Grandma Mann. Grandma passed on yesterday morning. Another prayer for one of my Mother-In-Laws. Judy is being transfered this morning to Blessing Hospital from chest pains.
Well, fast forward to this morning, and it's still raining/storming. I spent about 2 hours last night doing more research on Joey's homeschooling. I am amazed and a bit intimidated by the vast information on the subject. I have found 2-3 programs for each subject, and just have to make the final decision before June. We will begin his 4th grade year on July 1st. I know we are going to have some adjustments to make and some massive organization....but I am ready to tackle this adventure head on!
Richard's schedule gets more full by the day. The local farmers are trying to get in the fields, so all the repairs fall on his shoulders. That business along with doing the mechanic work on the race car, helping me get the garden ready to plant, the kids and the dogs...keeps him out of trouble! : )
As I sit here typing this, I am realizing how much I love to write! I used to sit and write for hours...on every possible subject! I have gotten away from that, I guess "because it takes too much time!" Well, this blog will force me to write something every little bit.
I am honestly looking forward to May 26th, when Joey will be out of school. I have so many things I want to do with both kids, and there never seems to be enough hours in the day. I guess it's time to start prioritizing a little differently. The housework can wait till a rainy day. The dishes may have to wait till morning, laundry will still be there when I get around to it. Sweeping, mopping, vaccuming, and dusting won't do itself either. My kids are growing and changing so fast, their childhoods won't wait for my busy work to pass.
God Bless,
Salli
P.S. Sending prayers my family members, and my Great-Grandma Mann. Grandma passed on yesterday morning. Another prayer for one of my Mother-In-Laws. Judy is being transfered this morning to Blessing Hospital from chest pains.
Monday, April 5, 2010
The beginning
Well, here we go. I think I am the only person that hasn't begun blogging yet. I have no idea what I am doing, and not even sure if/when this will get posted. I decided to create this blog for family, friends, and those yet to become friends.
Those who know me, know my story. For those that do not, here is a quick nutshell, version.
I was born & raised 60 miles Southwest of Chicago. At 25, I packed my belongings into a dodge omni, and took off to find my own way in Northeast Missouri. I didn't know anyone here, not did I have a clue of the undertaking I was in the process of creating. After a short time here, I met Richard. A local country boy, who spoke his mind, didn't have much tact, and for whom I had never met anyone like! We dated for just over a year before getting married. Shortly after we found out we were going to have our first child. Joey was born, and a year later I had a bout with cervical cancer. 8 years later....still cancer free! : ) We knew we would not be able to have more children after my surgery. We were happy with Joey and had adjusted to life as we knew it. We struggled with every imaginable issue that a marriage has. Even some, that I reluctantly have to say are my personal issues. We divorced and got remarried, moved, and eventually have gotten on an even keel. In September of 2008, we found out we were going to be parents again. To our surprise, we had gotten pregnant, against all odds. In March of 09, our daughter Chloe was born. Perfectly healthy, beautiful and a wonderful...yet surprising addition to our family. We have relearned a lot about infants, and babies. We have, yet again, readjusted our lives to meet the needs and demands of our kids. Recently, we have found our local school district having problems that is and will continue to effect our kid's education. After a lot of research, we have decided to home school our oldest. Through all of this, I continue working from home for a health benefit company and even taking time off work, I still get paid! Our new venture into homeschooling has me a little intimidated but I know that it is best. I have a great group of support, curriculum ideas, and plenty of intelligence o get the job done right!
I hope you enjoy reading the posts as they are posted about my crazy life. Crazy and wonderful...these are the days of my life! ;)
Those who know me, know my story. For those that do not, here is a quick nutshell, version.
I was born & raised 60 miles Southwest of Chicago. At 25, I packed my belongings into a dodge omni, and took off to find my own way in Northeast Missouri. I didn't know anyone here, not did I have a clue of the undertaking I was in the process of creating. After a short time here, I met Richard. A local country boy, who spoke his mind, didn't have much tact, and for whom I had never met anyone like! We dated for just over a year before getting married. Shortly after we found out we were going to have our first child. Joey was born, and a year later I had a bout with cervical cancer. 8 years later....still cancer free! : ) We knew we would not be able to have more children after my surgery. We were happy with Joey and had adjusted to life as we knew it. We struggled with every imaginable issue that a marriage has. Even some, that I reluctantly have to say are my personal issues. We divorced and got remarried, moved, and eventually have gotten on an even keel. In September of 2008, we found out we were going to be parents again. To our surprise, we had gotten pregnant, against all odds. In March of 09, our daughter Chloe was born. Perfectly healthy, beautiful and a wonderful...yet surprising addition to our family. We have relearned a lot about infants, and babies. We have, yet again, readjusted our lives to meet the needs and demands of our kids. Recently, we have found our local school district having problems that is and will continue to effect our kid's education. After a lot of research, we have decided to home school our oldest. Through all of this, I continue working from home for a health benefit company and even taking time off work, I still get paid! Our new venture into homeschooling has me a little intimidated but I know that it is best. I have a great group of support, curriculum ideas, and plenty of intelligence o get the job done right!
I hope you enjoy reading the posts as they are posted about my crazy life. Crazy and wonderful...these are the days of my life! ;)
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