Which direction?

 

 

 

 

So, I'm watching a video with some truly amazing people, that have the courage to put themselves out in the limelight on a regular basis, discussing the chaos in the world. While I try to be respectful of those trying to get truth and information to the public, I have some serious issues with the course some have taken. I believe some in the field of truth, have forgotten their mission. As I said, I have listened to many, and have a serious respect for a few that appear to be well grounded and humble. I don't disrespect the others, I just can't get a handle on their thought process. It's just a differing of personalities, it doesn't make either of us right or wrong, it's just a different perspective. 

 

So, today, I was watching  a video with Mel K, Simon Parkes, Charlie Ward and Ann Vandersteel. Mel is truly a wealth of knowledge! I truly enjoy listening to her research. I don't always come to the same conclusions, but she is extremely knowledgeable. Simon is always even keeled. I truly appreciate his mild personality and spiritual consciousnesses. Of course, there is Charlie Ward. Some are not fond of Charlie, but I find him to be a positive figure in the age of chaos. His humor is refreshing and his knowledge is also refreshing. I'm not able to find much connection with Ann. Although she does well with her news show, I don't find a link to connect with personally. 

Anyway, today's video was discussing many subjects, as always. However, Simon kept trying to get a point across that seemed to be grasped. I too, have had many questions that the same old song and dance never seem to touch on. So, I'm going to lay them out. Maybe someone that reads this will forward to Mel, Simon or Charlie, then maybe the average everyday thoughts can be heard.

Here we go: Most of the American population knows the media is corrupt and does not report of anything that we have all learned about. How are the masses of remaining people supposed to see what is happening when it's not coming through media and/or being censored by social media? The "white hat" group keeps talking about peaceful protests, and law & order; yet a big group in this country - the longer this charade goes on- is ready to take to the streets weaponry in hand. Many of us living in rural communities throughout fly over country have had our communities plagued with poor economies, job losses and farm losses since the 70's. It took a massive hit again, during the Obama years. Many of us struggle to make ends meet, we can not afford for this game to go on much longer. Many of the local residents are already losing everything; just as many across this country have. Even though we saw some relief during Trump's term, ALL the relief has already left these rural areas. Many of these communities have small local owned banks that are struggling, small local owned businesses that are struggling or closing, our school systems are a mess and there aren't enough conservatives left in these small communities(many had to move to cities to find jobs) to ward off the liberal/democratic strong arms. We all know Americans became complacent. However, so many have attempted to fight back only to be persecuted by the cities within the rural areas, they are run over by city folks coming in buying up land for twice its value because locals can't afford that after losing hundreds of thousands of dollars, job opportunities due to business closures and businesses moving out, and those of us trying to hold on small family farms are already on our knees to survive, while still standing strong for American values and freedoms. We work our hands to the core to care for our family, work our backsides off to keep the bills paid/buy groceries/and livestock feed, keep our home decent, pray for our families/soldiers/country. Some days, it takes all we have to keep faith, family and freedom in our hearts. Sadly, so many in rural areas of America are in the same boat. We get talked at, not to. We get grief from city people for being the cause of all troubles, yet we don't have smog/murder and very little crime in our areas...until it's brought from the cities. Don't get me wrong, we have crime. There are bad people everywhere, but the majority of true locals are wonderful people, even if we disagree. 

So, I guess what I feel is that so many have become disconnected from some of us average people, that are not comfortable putting our faces all over the internet, even though we try to explain the very things and more from our own research. We get discouraged because we are not heard, we are not represented, nor are we acknowledged unless someone needs our votes. Unless someone needs a photo op to look better. Honestly, we don't want the world invading our communities. We already understand the concepts of treating others with respect, shopping locally, and caring for our families & neighbors. That is our way of life. For us, that is common sense. 

So much has come forth in information, for me, just in the past year...even though I learned more than 2 decades ago, not to trust government and to back up medical information with research. It is more difficult for many that have not dove into research to see the truth, let alone even know where to start. If it's not being fed to some through the "news," it's censored on social media platforms and so many are unaware of alternative sites or weary of joining alternative sites. I have to ask the obvious, how can we get truth out when absolutely every media source is biased and corrupt? When you have media talking heads constantly spewing bullshit, false flags, false information or just not reporting actual news to start with?! 

Many are getting more frustrated by the hour. Many are tired of constantly taking heat for circumstances beyond our control and the initiated issues beginning before our time to start with. Why aren't these instances being covered or acknowledged by those "white hat," groups? I have to say, even with all my own research, I am concerned for ALL Americans. No matter what we believe, we are seeing divisions growing wider and many can not see what they don't realize is happening. 

Maybe someone of more importance than myself, will see this and either piece together such a messed up puzzle or will be able to get answers that I can not seem to find.

What the hell is going on???

 

Truly, what the hell is going on??? Am I the only one seeing such complete chaos and so many abnormalities that make you scratch your head?! Of course, many are not seeing all of the chaos because they are still watching the noise box for information, as opposed to doing any research. While ignorance may be bliss for some, ignorance is not a defense when you realize the country is facing one of the biggest battles against our Constitution in decades. 

If you are still watching the news, you are undoubtedly hearing a bunch of crap. We have have not had true unbiased news in decades. They have repeatedly told us what to think. They don't give facts, only what they want to spoon feed you. It is information designed to dumb down Americans to believe the false narratives of whatever the CIA want you to believe. It's called Operation Mockingbird. It never stopped after the 1950's, it was just kept quiet. Just as was Operation Paperclip, that brought some of the Nazi soldiers to America to run programs here such as, NASA and mind control. Repetition, is a great example of that. The news media and more recently, social media platforms have trampled all over American citizen 1st Amendment right of free speech, by their censorship of anyone who disagrees with them. How many thousands of youtube channels have been deplatformed, or completely removed by questioning what the news media are spewing? God forbid you mention election fraud, the the Democrats were just screaming about 5 years ago. So, are we to believe that 5 years ago we had election fraud but now there is no way to have it? Sorry, I'm calling bullshit on this one. Election fraud has been around since the days of Abraham Lincoln when we had 2 simultaneous presidents while they sorted through the votes. Sadly, by the propaganda machines of media, social media, and even the political parties themselves; they have created a baiting agenda that pits party against party, race against race, sex against sex, and the list goes on. They have stopped any sane and rational conversations and fluid results by this baiting, all in the name of empowering themselves and lining their pockets with more of our tax money. We need conversation, and not through some ridiculous computer meeting, but IN PERSON. Why can't we, because of the failed Covid policies that change by the day? Because we have unelected officials taking away our Constitutional right of free travel, or peaceful assembly? 

Over the past year or so, I have learned more than I ever even thought there was to learn. I have learned about countries that I had no clue even existed. I learned about biblical verses and stories of the Bible that I never knew before. I learned history that expands thousands of years worldwide and hundreds of years here in the US. I learned more about politics than I ever wanted to know, and until that point had no desire to dive into. Now, however, I would gladly dive into. I have never voted by party lines, I don't believe in that. I vote by the policy and person. Now more than ever, I have learned this to be the ONLY way forward. We can no longer depend on a 2 party system of corruption. Those in current position of politician, if they have served more than 8 years, need to be fired and removed from lifelong pensions and benefits. They do not work for We The People. They work for themselves, their lobbyists and the puppet masters pulling their strings. America is a Constitutional Republic, not a Democracy, not Socialist, Not Communist. We are a Capitalist nation. America was hijacked by too many demanding "all for me and none for thee." 

We have so many brothers and sisters, from all walks of life. We usually have differing opinions, but that is what makes our Country exceptional. Our differences. It allows all of us, the opportunity to excel where we can, to achieve what we are willing to work for and to be kind and compassionate to everyone, no matter our differences. Where did that go? That exceptionalism has been slowly desecrated by the constant baiting of American citizens by those that benefit the most - the corrupt politicians. If we are battling amongst ourselves, we would be noticing what they are doing. We would be noticing the desecration of our freedoms and rights. We would notice that their lip service to raise minimum wage to $15 per hour is not going to help anything, since they are raising taxes on the "rich" which WILL come down the line, and in turn our cost of living is going to increase so that raise is going to keep you exactly where you are currently. It will not help. Look back 20 years. You could go into an Aldi store in 1999, spend $20 and walk out with a cart full! Now, you are lucky to get a single bag. We had options 20 years ago, we could go to a mall with 50 stores, buy whatever we needed/wanted, shop for the best price and still have a little left over for something else. Now you have only big box stores, mostly online, not many malls have survived, your choices and options are limited. Not to mention the prices in 20 years on most things have quadrupled. When you look at the constant increase in taxes, they may claim it's only on the rich, but who makes the jobs? Who opens new businesses? Who brings goods and services to us, the American people? It sure as hell is not some pathetic politician. It sure as hell is not monopolies of companies such as Wal-Mart or Amazon. During the past year of this virus B.S., what businesses were shut? It wasn't Wal-Mart, Amazon, Costco, or such places. It was the small business owners. It was those in our communities that actually provide a good or service locally. It was the couple that opened their dream restaurant, it was the local businessman that opened a new store in a small community allowing for shorter drive to get necessities. It was a mom or dad, providing a living for their family. What has any one of these politicians done to actually serve the American people???

These corrupt politicians have stolen from ALL of us! They continually raise taxes, while sending billions of dollars overseas to their buddies that funnel a good portion back to the political not-for-profit organizations. They claim to "donate" millions, but when you look into the organizations they are donating to, they(the politicians) are financially benefiting from those billions. These politicians set up 501 C3's in order to launder money. How many of those 501's can show that every dollar spent, which is the point of a 501 C3, actually went to the work they tout they are doing for humanity? From my own research, the answer is ZERO! Every one of those 501's donate money and shares right back into their own network of profits. When you donate to a non-profit, look into how much of that donation is actually going to the cause, and how much is going to "administrative costs." Typically, you will find that less than 10 cents of every dollar goes back to the cause. The rest, goes to paying the CEO's/Presidents/"administrative costs". That is money laundering and fraud! None of this even touches the insider trading that goes on amongst the politicians. These people get inside information to make trades, or buy/sell prior to market shifts. I believe, years ago, there were several that went to jail for this very thing. Why are the politicians getting away with murder(quite literally), they have bought and paid for our justice system. Whether that be through bribes or blackmail, it's no secret to anyone that cares enough to do any research. 

Now, before I go much further, I recommend getting your facts. The censorship has gotten out of control. I use DuckDuckGo for a search engine, it is much less censored. Another tidbit of information, for those that like to throw Snopes for fact checking information...it's a scam! The couple that began that site, divorced after the husband spend nearly 100K in prostitutes. He then went on to marry a pron star. The two of them and one other porn star are the "fact checkers" for that site. It is not a valid argument. Try again. Be willing to have your mind opened to information that may go against your beliefs. I know my own cognitive dissonance was overwhelming for a few months. However, once you start researching, once you overcome the lengths that these politicians have gone through to make you believe complete bullshit, you will be pissed. I promise you. The more you dive into the rabbit holes of information, the more you will wonder how you didn't see what has happened. As you learn, seek out conversation. You will find some that you have always been able to talk to, no longer fit the bill since they have not yet awakened. They will continually try to bring you back down to their level. You must rise into the knowledge and into a circle of educated more so than opinionated. Once you know, you know. You can not unsee what you will find. You can not unsee what has been going on in plain sight. 

I have been totally blessed to find many of those that I watch and listen to, as I have continued my own journey from opinionated to educated. I have been blessed to come across some amazing military intelligence that have helped to put pieces together. I have been blessed to have my husband's grandmother to ask questions about the Biblical references that were new to me. As I said, educating myself came with about 2 months of complete disbelief. I kept thinking of the CIA term "conspiracy theory." Well, as I have found the past year, 99% of the "conspiracy theories," have been proven fact. So, there is that. Otherwise, it seems to me that conspiracy is used only when someone questions the narrative. Why not question it? Why not question everything, when we have seen the blatant lies these politicians have been feeding us? When did Americans become so complacent? When did it become a crime to be proud of our country, proud of our soldiers and proud to be American? Why the hell is it a crime??? When did it become acceptable to use the justice department as a political weapon against fellow Americans??? 

If we are going to play that game, why haven't the Biden crime family been arrest for money laundering, quid pro quo, child trafficking, pornography, drugs, and bribery? Let's add to the list of those that should be investigated...Pelosi, Swallwell, Schumer, Harris, Clinton, Obama, Both Bushes, McConnell, Cuomo, Newsom, Pritzker, Whitmer, Ducey, Raffensberger, and anyone else that has used tax payer money to bribe or cover up a federal crime!!! Yes, they do this! I would be willing to bet that 95% of elected officials have used and abused tax payer money, for settling sex assult claims, getting out of legal trouble of many types. It's definitely time to declassify ALL those records. IF you are convicted of a felony, you can not buy your way out. Yes they do this. It is our right, as Americans, to use the Freedom Of Information Act. 

Yet another area that has truly baffled me. The desecration of the family unit. While we see this nationwide, we see it prevalent in black communities. Why is this? One of our nation's original assets was the family unit. Prior to the 1913 implementation of income tax, a two parent household, only had to have a single working parent. That allowed the other parent to focus on the home and children. I remember years ago, that was proof positive that our nation was competent. The focus was faith, family, and country. It seems the propaganda of the dumbed down education system has removed that with an "all about me," agenda. So many of our younger generations don't understand the importance of serving something bigger than themselves. Many of the younger generations have not had a parent at home, or a loved one sent off to war or close family ties. That has all been taken away from our younger generations by this globalist extremism. How many families can say that they have generations of family that still gather on a regular basis? So many throw their elders into a nursing home to let someone else care for them because they can't be bothered, they can't take the work that goes into caring for an elder? Now, we see places like New York, that 15,000+ elders died in those nursing homes because of corrupt politicians covering their own asses. We have so much we can learn from our elders!! They are walking encyclopedias of knowledge, stories and compassion. We should revere our elders. Bring them into your own home, bring in nursing care if needed, but for the love of GOD keep them within your family circles!!!! You have no idea how much I wish I could have my grandparents and great grandparents in my life today!!! 

We have allowed unelected officials to divide our families for over a year. If you actually read through ALL the information, not what the fraudulent media tells you, you would know that this virus is NO DIFFERENT than a flu virus...and LESS deadly by the actual numbers. These fake "experts" have divided families and friends, pitted yet another baiting tool of vaccinated against unvaccinated. Why??? I will tell you why. They are out to divide, conquer, and keep baiting us against one another for POWER and CONTROL. There are cures out there, but these fake experts can't get rich off them. Did you know sunshine KILLS viruses?? ALL OF THEM!!! If you feed your immune systems with quality foods, plenty of water and walk a little everyday; your immune system(even if compromised) will fight the virus?! When you have a doctor that takes their medical oath serious, they won't recommend getting vaccines(that they kick backs from); they will tell you what I just did. These fraud experts and media freaks have fed you hype and fear. Do your own research!!! I have been preaching this for so long, I feel like a broken record! There is absolutely NO reason not to spend time with your family, friends, loved ones. NONE!!! Life is incredibly short and by not spending every second possible, you are wasting valuable time.

I have truly been ambushed by information since March of 2020. It has left me scared, angry, dumbfounded, and it caused me to want to research even more. After multiple strikes on social media and threats of losing my accounts, I have had to back off of. I spend very little time on the main ones. Mostly, I go to Wego, and telegram messenger now. Once in a great while I will get on Gab or Clouthub, but I don't care much for them. I watched a couple of video series in the beginning that piqued my interest and opened up a world of information. The series is one I recommend to everyone. The Fall Of The Cabal, the sequel. You can find them on bitchute.com. There is thousands of years of history researched and brought to you by that series. It's 10 parts and it will help you understand what and where to research. I promise you the rabbit hole, or spider web as I call it, is more vast than you can imagine. Just get it in your head right now, everything we have been told is a lie. Prepare yourself, it is hard to swallow at first. 

As I have ventured into information, checked and rechecked for accuracy, I have found so many lies. All the media pushing this qanon stuff...it's laughable. First, from my own research, there is no such thing. There is a Q group, that began during Abraham Lincoln's presidency and continues to this day. Then there are anon's, the people out there that are considered "conspiracy theorists." These are the people that are digging for information, that are questioning the main stream narratives. I'm not sure how this is a bad thing, but apparently we the people are not supposed to think for ourselves any longer. 

I am personally fascinated by the financial changes that are happening, that have not once been discussed in any media. The changes coming from a swift/fiat dollar to a return to gold/silver backed money. The fact that the UNITED STATES CORPORATION, is defunct and no longer an entity, and that the only laws coming out of DC can't be integrated anywhere but DC. The final bankruptcy of the now defunct corporation that began under the Act of 1871, has ended. The discharge of the bankruptcy of the corporation brought down the centralized banking system and DC is now foreign territory on American soil, being ruled by illegitimate policy makers. America, although not widely known or understood, has returned to our sovereign Constitutional Republic. Too many people don't realize that grammar and maritime law has been what has operated our country since 1871. The original Constitution stated "united states for America," NOT "UNITED STATES OF AMERICA." By using capitalization, they were able to incorporate our country, in turn, using each of us and our birth certificates as entities and trades. Since 1871, none of us have our original birth certificates. We have copies. The originals are used to trade us like livestock and slaves through the stock markets. Our governments collect money from selling/trading our birth certificates. Once the monetary system is fully operational, we see many changes. None of this, of course, has anything to do with our current political parties. It took a team of patriots, working through decades of B.S. and a business man outsider, to bring about the necessary changes to break America free from corruption. Then, the election scam took out that businessman, leaving only the military to finish the job. I personally don't want to live in a Socialist/Communist country. That's why I have stayed in America. I am ready to see all the traitors tried for their corruptions and sentenced. From BOTH parties! We the people, deserve our freedoms, rights and opportunities. We deserve to not be pillaged by out-of-control spending by a too big government. Americans deserve to have their dignity returned. So many of us have worked for many years, only to find it increasingly harder to make ends meet. It's not always because of excessive spending, but because of excessive taxes and regulations. AMERICANS deserve to stand proud in our Constitutional Republic, side by side, with our fellow citizens. Not as one group or another, but as citizens...with no other labels.

S.

The devil is in the details

 

During every storm, there is darkness. With darkness comes uncertainty. However, no storm can last forever. When the storm has ended, a refreshing peace and light follows. 

"What scares me the most is not that our media is lying to us, but that so many believe them."

I have taken to posting news headlines as I find or receive them. Sadly, many of them and many I don't share are censored from the masses. I've always been the oddball, looking far deeper into things than most find comfortable. Constant learning inspires me, but I question everything. It's like talking to a 3 year old most days.  My constant questions, "why? how? why, why, why!" Questioning authority is nothing new to me. Questioning religion, again nothing new. Questioning everything, that is my forte. I want to know details! I want to understand. Don't feed me a bunch of legalese or malarcky. I want truth, I want evidence, I want research, I want FACTS! I don't buy into the whole, "because you were told," theory. Bullshit. When we have been visibly lied to by supposed experts, lied to by media, lied to by any and every political party and authority...I would think everyone would be questioning everything. But, that's just me. Many can't be bothered to do their own research, because of any number of excuses, or because the "tv will tell them what they need to know," or "I'll just listen to what you tell me, I don't have time to pay attention." Really?!?! So, if the tv tells you the experts all agree you can no longer be with anyone other than those living in your house, because of some virus with a 95-99% survival rate even for those with pre-existing conditions, are you going to listen?! What if I told you this virus has been around for more 40 years? The only difference, is now you are being told by tv and corrupt politicians that it's bad and going to kill millions and you can't get back to normal life without a jab or ten, all the while...that jab, is causing not only horrific issues but sterilization, and more deaths than the virus per capita?! Sounds like a great alternative, right? No thanks! I refuse to allow some foreign body to enter my body and override my immune system from doing what it was intended to do. That jab, even for people with issues, has less protection than your own immune system. On top of that, let's look into the money trail, shall we.

This virus was patented 5 or more years ago. LOOK IT UP. You can not patent a naturally occurring illness, ONLY manmade biological illness. That instantly makes this biowarfare. This virus supposedly was released from a Wuhan lab. The same lab that Obama and Fauci sent millions of dollars to. That lab, run by big pharma, and in turn Israel. So, let me break down some information:

1. the jab, has NOT yet been approved or licensed. 

2. They are being distributed via "EUA"(US) & "Interim order"(CDN) To be given these even under emergency use at this time.

3. Clinical trial will not conclude until 2023.

4.  By consenting to take it now, you are consenting to participate in Phase 3 of these clinical trials: your body, your choice. By law, your doctor should have explained this to you.

5. It's ok to participate in clinical trials, with informed consent.

6. NO government eployer or health agency can mandate an experimental drug legally.

7. mRna biotech has NEVER historically passed animal trials successfully.

8. In fact they don't even qualify as a vaccine by CDC definition.

9. The long-term effects of this technology has not been studied.

10. Pathological or antibody priming are a major concern.

11. Infertility may also be a major concern. It is unknown.

12. Children under 16 and 18 depending on maker are NOT authorized to get.

13. Children 0-9 have .009% fatality rate for virus.

14. Children 10-19 have a .022% fatality rate.

15. Harm or risk of cure should never outweigh risk of disease.

16. Informed consent, freedom from discrimination, the right to employment, travel & move freely are human rights. They are protected by the charter, the Constitution and Universal Law(UN).

17. If you choose to take the jab, make sure to check with life and health insurance policies first. MANY are finding that and experimental drug, such as the jab, void and nullify their policies. Be sure to get their responses in writing. 

Lack of informed consent falls on YOUR shoulders. 

IN OTHER NEWS:

Education or lack there of, also falls on YOUR shoulders. MSM, news outlets and social media are censoring so much information. Whether they are shutting down YT channels, "Debunking" info with their "fact checkers," whatever....a little research will go a long way. We are being lied to at the highest levels, used as pawns in the global power struggle by the 1% earners for more power and money for them and less for us. 

I'm going to work on some educational blogs in the near future. It seems we have a large group that don't realize all the nefarious acts that have perpetrated against the American people. I want to help educated, and bring back the America that once was, before these evil bastards began running it into the ground. On to some news headlines.

*Russia expelled 10 US Diplomats. *Growing suspicions, frustration between the US & Israel over Iran. *2021 fatal police shootings to date - White 109 shot, 5 killed. Black 52 shot, 3 killed. *Israel has launched multiple airstrikes against Iran backed militant near Damascus International Airport. *Israel's defense minister Benny Ganz said they are watching Lebanon's Hezbollah attempting to challenge northern border. *Saudi Arabia: Houthis claiming drone attack on King Khalid AB in Khamis Mushait *Oklahoma house chamber insurgency over bill granting immunity to motorists who run over rioters in the roadways. *Epoch Times has warned about the Black Swan Event(research it) *Multiple calendars have used world wide, not just the current one. *Missiles hit near Dimona Nuclear facilities, abnormal earthquakes P waves & S waves, figures reveal not natural occurring quakes in Iran and China near facilities.*As of 2019, there are approximately 3,750 active nuclear warheads and 13, 890 total nuclear warheads in the world. *The removal of the Act of 1871 reverses and cancels everything. All common wealth constitutions i.e. Australia 1901, The Balfour Declaration 1917. Removal of 5eyes and Mossad. Only Mil Intel will stay. *This is how everything under the Rothschilds central bank system is also wiped. Debts, mortgages, taxes, vaccines, etc. all become illegal. *Watch the path of the 14eyes countries. Where they go we go. *Israel used F-16 & F-15 fighter jets to conduct airstrikes on Iranian backed militants in the Damascus providence of Syria. * Antifa took responsibility, back in JANUARY, for the insurgency at Capital Hill. Was on CNN with Jim Acosta, but many did not pay attention to details. *Duetsche Bank, WestPac, and NAB Australia all involved with Jeffrey Epstein, Biden, Child Trafficking and money laundering. *Israel/Khazarian control CCP, the media, etc. *Biden is still a criminal defendent in cases in Ukraine, thus no security clearance to travel abroad. Not legally eligible to be president. Neither is Harris who is an anchor baby. *UK and Germany are now facing Nuremburg War Trials. 

Research:

*Continuity of Government *Khazarians and link to Rothschilds, Rockefellers, the Venician families, Gesara/Nesara, Rods of God, what is the link between all the nations we have gone to war with?

I hope you will all become the change we want to see in this world.

Late night chat, yes with coffee

 

My coffee chats are usually mornings, as I attempt to get my blood type up to coffee level. However, tonight has me needing to chat, share, and throw my opinions into a mix of millions of others. I'm not a video type person, so blogs is all ya get. Sorry! 

So, let's step back in time for just a brief update to anyone reading this that hasn't been reading my opinions for years. I grew up in a family living paycheck to paycheck. My parents divorced when I was 11, being a daddy's girl...my dad leaving our family home did some damage to my psyche. Anyway, both my parents remarried, and the child loyalties - even if misplaced at times, were to my parents. I have always been a very independent person, questioning everything and standing up (even when I got in trouble) for what I believed in. I married briefly right out of high school, then spent 2 years "sowing my wild oats" while working and attending college classes. I met my husband in 1998, began dating late that year, and married in mid-1999. We had our oldest child in late 2000. I was diagnosed with cancer in December 2001. I managed to get through the surgery and medications, only to be told I couldn't have anymore children due to scar tissue from the cancer and scar tissue from an incident when I was younger. I have been cancer free since that December. In 2008, my oldest began the school year just like any other, except within just a few weeks, he would come home with cuts/bruises/scratches. When I asked about them he just said a kid got rough on the playground. This continued and got worse clear to Christmas break that year. He got less excited to go to school, cried every morning before getting on the bus, and got very clingy. Finally, over Christmas break, he opened up that there was a kid bullying him. From January 2009-May 2009, I spent nearly everyday in the school; and got no where! I finally had enough and pulled him out of the school district and began homeschooling. During this time, I got a massive surprise...I was pregnant. Nearly 5 months by the time I found out. Apparently, God's will was far more determined than modern medicine. So, many new journeys began. 

 

I had dealt with miscarriages prior to my first child, so by 2000, I had begun researching holistic care to help my body heal itself and have what it needed. I had found a product that I still swear was the answer to my prayers, and allowed me to carry my oldest child. That was my initial jump into the misleading information in society about the modern way. The year I got pregnant with my youngest, I had once again gone back to managing my health with holistic care. Once my youngest was born, I knew my life would never be dependent on modern medicine again. My youngest was born with extreme allergies, and 4 shots at 4 months, and I about lost my baby. After that, I began my quest to all things natural. I managed to complete my degree with honors in Natural Health Consulting. I have since continued learning to include herbs, teas, and more natural remedies. A year ago, we made the decision to take the 2 week to flatten the curve bait. We quarantined our entire family for 2 weeks, after listening to the media hype up the flu. We had already experienced every symptom they talked about in November 2019. This flu was supposedly not here at that point, to which I call bullshit. Anyway, my husband's 2 week quarantine turned into nearly 6 months of layoff. During that time, however, I began researching. What I found was quite logical, but did not mesh with the narrative the media was spewing. So, I kept researching, learned how viruses work, that this virus was patented(which means it is man made), learned how to handle them with holistic care, and realized the fear campaign that was being broadcast constantly...was nothing more than propaganda. That research lead me down the start of many rabbit holes that I have found. That leads us to today.

I have spent so much time learning throughout my life. I love to learn. However, sometimes learning requires me to open my mind to possibilities that would not be a normal thought for me. When you open your mind, and don't limit your thoughts, it's amazing what is possible. My learning has lead me down some paths that was difficult for me to comprehend. Some of it still is. The hard part of learning, is having questions that can't be answered. I have notebooks of notes and research info. I have spent so many hours in front of my computer, pulling out any old books I could find, and even getting an old set of encyclopedias to reference. I have dug through Google, and then Duck Duck Go...side stepped a lot of censorship to find answers. Then there is all the truthers out there now. While I admire those that are willing to put themselves out there, some of the information is hard to confirm. While many of these folks, have sources they confer with, some prefer to remain a mystery. Many of us question their info, but why aren't we questioning the msm? They have all these "anonymous"  sources and how many times have we found that their stories are a complete crock?! Who are their sources? Are they real people or are these medias fed a story to feed to us? I quit watching television after the Sandy Hook incident. Watching CNN, I saw many faces that I had seen at other "mass shootings" at the time. I learned quickly, that day, that we were being lied to by the very people we depended to give us news...not propaganda. That was the end of tv for me, until I began listening because of the killer virus pandemic. Well, I should have known better. It spurred my fear, it played on my heart and pushed me to do what I thought would be best for my family. Little did I know, it was the exact flu that my family had already experienced. Anyway, I'm getting off track, again.

So many of my go-to truthers have given info that I have questioned. It's not that I find them uncreditable, but I'm skeptical of everyone these days. The thing we all need to remember is this: every one is digging for the same information, everyone is going to discern the information differently, some have confidential sources while others just regurgitate what they hear. This is by no means tearing into anyone, because we all want information, we are all trying to get to the root of the cue posts, we are all trying to decipher whatever information we can. People are beginning to battle within the community, which defeats the purpose of a united America. Why aren't we all working together to establish what is going on.  I have a few that I go to for information, while I don't agree with everything they say, I value their opinions. That is where doing our own research comes into play. Not a single one of us knows everything about everything. We all are valuable in different ways. It is going to take every single one of us to help wake the remaining people that haven't awoke. This doesn't even touch those that will need our support, guidance, and love once everything is revealed. We all know our own reactions as we were woke up to what has gone on with the children of the world. This subject alone is going to require a lot of compassion and empathy in the coming months. I've seen some that are happy to discredit others and it's very discouraging. Unless we have direct, verifiable information; how can we discredit anyone for sharing what information they get? There are many of that would love to ask questions to the bigger truthers. I for one would love to ask some of these questions to those that seem to have higher intelligence sources than us little people can get. But, I'm just a mom on a farm, with an infinite desire to learn, asking questions that are important to me, my family and my community. I've got better things to do than battle with others trying to learn too. 

I truly believe one of our biggest issues as a society is our lack of ability to communicate anymore. We have allowed our ego and the DS to dictate a division amongst the good people of the world. Each country in our world, have some remarkable people. We have to remember that the people of the world are separate from our governments. We all need to honor our country prides and traditions but realize and accept that governments around the world are corrupt to the core. We have to quit being divided. When our governments bait us, it's up to us to push back and stop it! The sad part is that many of us were blinded by years of manipulation from our educations, to the television, and even the blatant lies fed to us by our own politicians. We the people, have allowed this to go on. We became too complacent. The phrase, "hard times lead to strong people, strong people lead to good times, good times lead to weak people," has brought us to where we are. Many of us weren't around for WW 1, WW 2, the Depression, Korean, Beirut, Vietnam, or the assassination of JFK. Some of us are in our mid-40's and while I personally remember the Desert Storm, 9/11, Iraq and Afghanistan; I grew up in a weaker generation. I have taken personal responsibility for the choices I make, but so many young have not. They weren't brought up that way. They were brought up in the era of political correctness, tolerance, and time outs. We really can't blame anyone for our lack of knowledge since the internet has become such a mainstay in most homes. Ignorance is a choice, but some are afraid to ask questions because of the ego driven people in the world. We need to be more prepared to help teach our younger generations, make it a priority to help give them a skill/trade, have the patience to teach and encourage. We have some truly incredible young people that need direction, not handouts. 

Tonight, I'm going to end my soap box with a few last thoughts. To any truthers that want to make an impact and continue to expand this movement...have compassion, explain what you can but belittling others that may have differing opinions is very unbecoming. Reach out to people that want to help this movement and be prepared to have questions that you haven't covered yet. I, for one, believe I will begin a series of blogs that will help to educate with the facts that I have. Maybe starting with the Constitution and Bill Of Rights. Venturing into the child trafficking, corruption, the history(true history) of our nation, who knows where it may lead. Education is something no one can ever take from you and it is the most valuable resource you will ever have.

God Bless,

Salli