Thursday, June 30, 2022

What are you thinking?!


 

 

I had plans for a video but my thoughts are just too scattered, as of late. I have dug into so much information that it has overwhelmed me and required me to take a bit of a step back. It's difficult when you see things you can't unsee! I want to cover several areas in this blog: gardening, livestock, food supply, the concerns within our country, the distractions, and much more.

 

Starting with the overwhelming amount of videos you can watch. I have cut back to only following a couple of people that aren't in all out "end-of-the-world" mode. Anyone paying attention knows things aren't good. Having hundreds of "preppers" talking about bug out bags, raiding the homes of those that have prepared for hard times, thinking you're going to go live in the woods with your nifty little backpack and hand full of childrens supplies...along with a thousand other people, or some saying you should only be stocking up on certain brands/organic/whatever specialty foods....it's frustrating and dangerous! If you think a few cans of spam, a rope, a few carabiners,  a hatchet and sleeping bag are going to help you bug out...boy, have you got a lot to learn! I've seen the thumbnails for so many videos, and they are nothing more than attention grabbing. There is rarely true content that is helpful to anyone looking to get prepared or stocked up. I guess if you are looking for fear mongering...a bunch of those videos will have ya covered. I prefer real information, real content and less drama! 


I'm a bit irritated today by the snark and ignorance out there. If you don't believe our country is heading down a very dark and troubling path, then keep doing what you have always done. Keep watching the MSM shit shows and believe our inflation rate is only 8.6% and that we haven't been in a recession since late October 2021. That is your choice. We are still a free country for the moment. For the rest of us that are seeing the writing on the wall, I know what I am seeing. I know the amount of increase in my own budget is unsustainable. I know the dead cat bounce of supplies is about to come to an abrupt end. I know the garden seed has been severely bad for 2-3 years. I know that the 100+ food processing plant fires were not a coincidence. I know the pain facing momma's as they try to find formula for their babies. I know the strain the increased fuel/diesel and food costs have put on limited income households. I know the volatility in the housing and stock markets are all pointing to a massive bottoming out in the not too distance future. I know the mortgage rate increases will help to fuel the fall of the housing market, and loans in general. I know this inflation and recession will result in more closed businesses and unemployment. I know that the failed policies from the past 18-24 months will continue to contribute to all of this and more. Here's the thing, if you believe everything is still sunshine and roses...bless your heart. I can't imagine living in such blissful ignorance. 


My reality looks like this:  My grocery bill has increased from less than $300 per month for a family of 6, to now it ranges from $800-$900 PER MONTH! AND we grow and raise much of what we eat! My 50 pounds of flour has increased from $18.50 per bad to $43.50 now. The 50 pound bags of sugar I buy, when I can get them, have gone from $24.95 per bag to $48.75. I went to our local Aldi 2 weeks ago. I bought several canned goods, some spice packets, and some chips. That bill was $128. I went to the same store, this past Saturday, bought the same number of items and roughly the same types of items that bill was $208. My animal feed bill....OMG! In January, I was buying 100 pounds of chicken feed and 100 pounds of cracked corn, for $28.17. My bill today:  $52.19, for 100 pounds of feed and 50 pounds of corn. Our sheep and cattle feed...$300 per load increase. Dog food: $4 per bag increase. Our Fuel and Diesel bills: $120 per month in January to almost $700 in June. The most irritating part of all of it....our income has not increased, our bills have. Our personal property tax bills have increased, our taxes have increased. So, just going off my own budget....How is someone on a fixed income expected to pay their bills, buy their medications, and eat??? It pisses me off that while so many are arguing about Democrat or Republican, that have head-up-the-ass syndrome to even see THEY ARE ALL THE PROBLEM!!! THEY have a spending problem. They have legislated printing money out of thin air, lining their pockets, and are not being held accountable. 


I am spitting nails over this pathetic "create the problem then institute their solution" plan. We, as a generalized people, have forgotten, don't care or not been taught how the American government is supposed to work. We have 3 separate branches of government, each one has a job. The Supreme Court is their ONLY to rule on the Constitutionality of the cases they hear. I think a whole lot of people better go reeducate themselves on the constitution. It has been trampled on for decades, and now it is in our faces. 


Because of the issues I have seen, read about and researched...I have done what I can to prepare my family. We have made cuts where we can. We are paying for a vehicle we rarely use because diesel is too high. I personally, don't leave the farm but maybe a day or two A MONTH! I expanded my gardens again this year, and realistically should have expanded more! I am learning everything I can possibly learn about doing things the "old fashioned way." I am writing down recipes for meals that will stretch, that can be frozen for later use, and preserving foods I didn't know could be preserved. I am educating myself on the actual legislation coming out of our government. I'm networking with other individuals that are learning and sharing garden advice, preservation ideas, frugal living, and community empowerment. I am keeping an open mind about things I don't know or understand, yet. Y'all, I refuse to be a victim or have a victim mentality! 


Gardening the past couple of years has been a lot of stress. I've personally experienced a lot seed that never germinates, both heirloom and hybrid. Each winter, I go through what the gardens did that summer, what issues we dealt with, weather patterns, etc. I learn what I can do better the next year. For 2-3 years, nothing I have done with some seeds has worked. Overall, green beans, beets, and corn have been big failures! This past Spring, I invested in a cheap little greenhouse to put on my deck. I decided to start some green bean seeds in it and see if they would grow that way. Oddly enough, I had 72 seeds sprout, get up about 2" tall and all but 8 plants died. This was another trial. Are the bean seeds tainted? Who knows...but they won't grow! Beets...I have planted beets for most of 20 years. The last few years, I can't get them to grow! Prior to the past few years, I had a massive over abundance of them. Now, all I end up with is tops or beets the size of a quarter. The sweet corn is another bomb. I bought heirloom seeds from a well known seed dealer, for a couple of years. What did grow was not edible, but a large amount...didn't grow. This year, I bought some hybrid corn to try. While we have a decent standing, there are still a lot of seeds that did not germinate. While a lot of times, weather will play into the growth of seeds - drought, too much rain, etc. This year we have been fortunate to end up with rain, at good intervals that should have made growing seeds work excellent. Not been the case. My kidney beans and horticulture beans have been another phenomenon this year. They decided to vine. I have never seen these types of beans vine, ever! Not sure what to make of that! Now, I typically will buy extra tomato and pepper plants, because not all of them stay alive during the transition from container to ground. This year, every stinking one of the plants I bought(except 1) have survived. I believe I have 49 tomato plants, 20 bell pepper(different colors), 4 banana pepper and 4 jalapeno plants. I think I might just have enough. (you could probably hear my eyes roll!) Anyway, I have found I am battling blight this year. I've not had this issue before. So, I went into study mode again, learned what I needed to do, how I needed to treat them, and got to work! I can tell you, when you have this issue, it's a lot more work and requires daily care or you could lose entire plants. I've trimmed branches, leaves and gotten stems up off the ground. Because I had so many plants survive, I didn't have near enough cages for the tomatoes. I had to improvise since those are another item that has gotten stupid expensive! I learned about garden clips, working with twine in the garden and bungee straps! Yeah, it's not ideal but it's a cheap alternative that appears to be working! I'm heading out today to water the plants, with a mix of water and epsom salts, and baking soda. If need be, I learned about a product called Captain Jacks Copper Fungicide that is awesome for blight. Hoping I can avoid having to purchase anything else though. 


Finally, I want to touch on something I believe in and what I try to do. Community and local shopping. I have always tried to shop local, and utilize what is in my own community before going outside of it. Fortunately, I learned this years back so when all the illness crap came about, I didn't have to change too much. I will tell you, sometimes you do have to spend a little more locally, but once you figure in the extra fuel to go to another area...rarely is it worth it. Especially now! In my county, we have several options for shopping, and for me...I have several areas closer than within my county to shop local owned/run businesses too. I know I have heard people say they can't shop that way in their area, and that may be true...I can only speak of what I know. In my area, we have 3 counties and 2 states within just a few miles. That opens a door for us, even living as rural as we do. My thought is this, if you don't shop and support your local businesses, what are you going to do in an emergency when that's all you have left?! Here is a perfect example...In the county I live in, our main town offers a local owned farm/lumber store, a local owned grocery store, a local owned meat locker, a local owned car dealer, a local owned lumber yard, as well as a dollar general and a chain grocery store. Yet, a large majority are still traveling the 30-45 minutes to a bigger town to go to Walmart. Yes, I know there are something you can only get there now. It irritates me, but it's just the way it is. If you don't shop at those stores and support them, they will close. That not only means those stores not being available if you need them...but it also means jobs lost, industry in our small communities lost, and local revenue lost. Many of these small local owned businesses support events in our community from the school kids, to other events that matter. Plus you have the added bonus of these businesses knowing your name when you walk in the door. Having a community that is self-sustaining is trying the past 2 years. The illness has taken its toll on them. Many are struggling to get and keep help, many have lost a lot of income due to the economic downturn, and I expect there will be businesses that will have shutter if the current direction is not changed. If that happens, you have a lot of unemployed people in the communities. You will see crime increase, property values decrease, you will have to drive farther for everything, and these small communities will cease to exist. It is our responsibility to support our communities, our farmers markets, our local producers, and keep life in these small towns alive. 


I'm going to end this for now. I am sure my brain will stay in motion, it always does. I hope you are able to stock up on what you can, that are are learning something new and useful every day, and that you are supporting your local businesses. Until next time, be safe, and be kind!

S.

Monday, June 27, 2022

Coffee Chat - WARNING, I am fired up!

 


Here we go again, friends. I think we all need a reality check. You can have an opinion, while others have a different opinion, and NOT HATE EACH OTHER!! It's so ridiculous to me that, that even needs to be said. Opinions are like assholes, everyone has them. That does not mean that either side is right or wrong, it just means people are thinking for themselves...at least mostly. Sadly, we have several groups of degenerates that find it necessary to cause trouble, demanding that everyone "respect" their opinions, while they deliberately disrespect opinions that differ from theirs. That, my friends, is called hypocrisy, and a form of mental illness. We can put our opinions out there, without being ignorant, without burning down cities and businesses, and without destroying personal property. This kind of behavior is nothing more than a deliberate effort by some to continue to create divisions that unnecessary and quite honestly, dangerous. It has also become apparent, that education has been severely lacking in how laws are made, and how the separation of powers work. I guess Civics class is no longer taught?!

 

 

The past 24 hours has shown me more than I could have ever imagined. I've known for years that the whole "time out and participation" crap was not good...but WOW! We have created a society that not only lacks accountability but also responsibility. We have too many with a victim mentality, and the "blame everyone else," mind set. Here's a grand idea:  TAKE PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY, HOLD YOURSELF ACCOUNTABLE. It's incredible to see that we are reinventing the wheel. We have magically figured out what a woman is, again. We have seen that not all lives matter. We have been shown that our bodies are not our choice, with many areas over the past 2 years. We have seen many opinions come to light, and some of them have been shocking. 


I am truly dumbfounded by thoughts on the Supreme Court decision Friday. Not by the pro-choice or pro-life groups, as much as, the lack of knowledge of what the actual decision was for.  I have friends on both sides of that debate and I personally stand in the gray area. I will explain that later. This decision was not to ban abortion. It was stating that no where in the Constitution does it state that it is a federal right to do so. This is what the Supreme Court does...it validates what is a Constitutional right and what is decided at the state level. Their decision Friday, simply sent it back to the individual states. Meaning, it was not a Constitutional issue. Aside from the fact that Roe admitted to the whole thing being a lie, this should NOT be a federal OR a state issue. This is the gray area. Too many have decided to buy into every issue is black or white, when in reality, there is a more vast area of gray. While I personally am against this option and find it appalling, it is not my choice. This decision and many others should be private and made between a doctor and patient...not government, not media, not churches, not insurance companies, PERIOD! Personally, I do believe there are people out there that do not deserve to have children, that are not responsible enough to be parents to an animal let alone a baby, but this is my opinion. I, personally, would have had a house full of precious little beings if it had been a possibility for me. I can tell you from the stand point of the mental anguish that happens with miscarriages...it makes me wonder if the mental health issues currently are not related to this issue. Just an observation.  I personally believe in freedom, and that encompasses all American's...even those that have a different opinion than my own.


Just a month ago, it was being debated, at the federal level, what a woman was. Seriously?  Our politicians have made a complete circus of this gender issue. I hate to be the barer of logic, but there are only 2 sexes...those with a penis, and those with a vagina. It's pretty simple. Your creation may not be how you feel currently, but it is what it is. You may choose to medically and chemically attempt to change this, but that is the real fakery of the conditioning society is experiencing. I am all for being who you are, but demanding others to accept anything else is called entitlement. I have family and friends that fall into so many of the "new" catagories, and while I love them I will not buy into the attitude that "they are special and deserve special recognition." You want to be treated well, GO DO SOMETHING THAT HELPS OTHERS!! In my eyes, you are only as good as your character. 


I am not angry at anything, but seriously disappointed by division that being intentionally used by governments, NGO's, and religion. We have massive issues pressing in on our country, and people are choosing to stick their heads in the sand about them...while they are out bitching about the Supreme Court decisions. How about instead of pissing and moaning or airing your crap on Facebook, you go out and help a local food pantry. How about you go out and stock your pantry. Go get a job, help cover the cost of filling an elders car with gas, go volunteer at a food bank, or just do something to help someone else! I struggle to believe there are so many selfish, entitled people in this world. 


I need to move, as I am seriously upset by what is happening in our country, on so many levels. It's being discussed, even in mainstream news, about the supply chain issues and the food shortages; yet people are still oblivious. Y'all, I get it...really I do. We have had decades of an abundant life. Seriously, we have. We have had some hiccups, but overall, we have had what we needed at our fingertips. It's only been 2 years ago, we experienced the strangest phenomenon I had ever seen, with the "great toilet paper shortage of 2020." Do y'all not remember the madhouse, and chaos that created...over toilet paper?! For a virus?! That virus is still being blamed for what we are currently experiencing, as well as, what is being forecast to happen. Our ports of entry, are drying up people. China's ports of exit are backed up and halted. Our supply chain is failing at an alarming rate. Our food supply is seriously becoming more scarce. Not to mention the inflation which has decreased our buying power with the increased cost of goods - food, fuel, lumber, fertilizer, etc. So, what are you doing to help yourself there? Do you have a plan to make sure if you have the fuel to get to a store, will you be able to afford to buy food, toilet paper, necessities, more fuel? What will you do if the store shelves are empty? Or if you can't get to a store? I know I personally don't have the money, space or desire to stock up for 2, 3, or more years for supplies. However, I am working hard every week, to do what I can, while I help others too. I am learning something new, everyday! I am refining my gardening skills. I am learning new methods of food preservation. I am talking and sharing with my family about my concerns. 


As with any of my opinions, they are mine. You can agree or disagree...I will respect that, until I am disrespected. I will just add in here, by choosing to only see things in black or white, you missing so much in life. Most of life is just what it is...you make decisions, you deal with the consequences. Each of us has to answer for the choices we make...not for the choices that others make. If you depend on a government to tell you what's right or wrong, you have lost your way, and need to find your own balance. 99.99% of the time, the government is or causes the problems. It is up to we the people, to be better and work together to find solutions...not behave like a bunch of thugs. Our Constitution is being ripped apart more and more, and so many are just willing to accept that. Both political parties have neglected the oaths they have taken for decades, because they keep our people divided so we don't pay attention. Stop the divide. Agree to disagree if necessary, and realize that the enemy we are truly battling is not with each other - but instead with those slimy, greedy, disgusting perverts "running" our country. They do not speak for us, they tell us what we should be pissed about...while laundering money through other countries, to their NGO's, and back into their own pockets. Go talk to American Indians about the ways in which American government has worked from the beginning. Go back and relearn about the Trail of Tears, the "reservations," these people were imprisoned in, and about the genocide they experienced along the way and through the kidnapping of their children to make then "civilized." Go research how many hundreds of thousands of Native American children were murdered through those "schools." Or how many treaties the American government has broken in regard to the American Indians. Go visit a reservation, and talk to the real people that have faced real hardship for 200 plus years. You think your life is rough...


I am all for expressing feelings but doing so in any form of violence, negates anything positive you might have said. I know personally, I have never had an issue with differences until those difference begin getting violent, or belligerent. You want respect, treat others with respect. You want your opinion heard, listen. You want to be accepted, be accepting of others. When this crap is shoved down my throat, then I have had issue with it. You get in my face screaming or demanding, and you will be removed from face, by any means necessary. I will talk to anyone, and I will do my best to listen - even if I disagree. However, behaving like an out-of-control toddler, gets no where with me. It's time everyone starts taking personal responsibilities seriously. You make choices based on what works for you, and you deal with the outcome. Your opinion matters to only you, and maybe your momma...but usually not to anyone else. Your character determines who you are, not your entitled attitude. 


It's time we all grow up and behave like adults. Stop allowing antagonizers to divide us. You are only as good, as the good you do for others!!

S.